Screw it.

NEW BLOG!!

2009-01-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

ALERT ALERT!!

I MOVED!

THANK YOU!

I'm not letting go.

2008-12-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

Before i even go on to discuss about my boring week, i have to say this is going to be a very boring post. Because it's going to be wordy.

Well, i was stuck home the whole week, due to the stupid injury.

Managed to have got my ass out of the house last night for a movie.
Caught..,

Many said the movied sucked, but i thought it was really nice
I mean c'mon man, how many times do the endings always end up with a survivor?
I feel that this time round, they twisted the story with everyone dying, which is a new approach & i think it's really cool. I liked it. 2 thumbs up.
Though i must admit that the beginning part was darn hell boring, like as if i was watching a documentary on Firefighters -.-

THIS MORNING.

Woke up at like 9am (DAMN EARLY since i've been waking up around lunchtime nowadays) to go to the MARKET.

Yes, i went to the market. Bought lotsa groceries. Cause today was Cooking Day. I wanted to cook lotsa things.

Then, Keshia called :)

She came over! We caught up & stuff. & she helped me with the making of my dumplings! She got to try the ugliest dumplings ever but the taste is definitely the best :D

Hahahaha, the dumplings were so big, eating 2 of it makes you damn full. It looked like a brain, intestines, i dont know, Animals ____ according to her, i didn't know what she was talking about & i don't intend to know too. Must be horrible!

Im really glad i got to caught up with you Keshia! I know you're reading this! Hahahaha, & dont forget Tuesday! You've made me so excited. Just hopefully, i'll be able to do it with strength due to the stupid injury! :)

Hahaha, i've missed her alot. Like we were looking back on our childhood & we couldn't even figure out how we became friends. Hahah, so freaking young la. I remember she would always stay over at my place! & her St. Margarets' uniform would be in my wardrobe & i would feel damn honoured cos my primary school & St. Margarets' is two different worlds apart.

:)

Yup so i was rather happy the whole day. Till night time. (I'll get back to that later)

Made more dumplings. Made dessert too. White ginko nut with beancurd skin. Omg, i'm in love with cooking.

Spencer came over in the night for dinner. Hahaha, he's in love with my dumplings! :)
He keeps asking me to go to Shatec. But like, NO.....!!!!!!

Cooking is a leisure for me.

So anyway, i found out some stuff that i wished i didn't find out now. I'm having 2nd thoughts on whether i should go or should not. The first encounter with you wasn't very pleasant, & i definitely am not looking forward to the 2nd meeting with you. I do not like your comments, like really do not like it. No one else has ever said that to me, or rather even if they did, they were my friends & i know they were genuinely kidding & besides, i don't really remember jokes & whatever they said because i don't take it to heart. But whatever you said, i took it very seriously. Because first of all, you were nobody to say such comments to me. You were not even a friend, you're just ___ boyf. You had no freaking respect for me, no respect for my parents & no respect for God. I know i should let go and forget about this issue, but no, i can't. This is a past i've been trying to forget, trying to let go, & just when i'm getting back on track, picking myself up again, you come tearing me apart. The things you said really tore me inside out. I tried not to let it show because I still had to give you respect no matter what because you were an elder. & i definitely had a reputation as a ____'s daughter to keep and protect. & speaking of which, knowing that i am ____'s daughter, all the more you shouldn't have said such things because the walls have ears. Fyi, the people sitting at the next table, were my Parent's people. I do not know and cannot confirm if they heard anything, but what if they did! What would they think of me? What would they think of my parents? Have you ever spared a thought for me? You're a grown man, but yet you're so insensitive. Talk maturity, you should have known not to say such things to some one who is returning to a place full of hurts once again. I am very very tempted to inform my parents. In fact, i really want to speak to my dad about it. But i wouldn't know how he would react, i don't know what to expect. I don't wanna blow things, but i know i have to put it across. But i'm not someone that would be able to tell you in the face if you have hurt me. & now, knowing that you are going to be there tomorrow, makes me wonder if i should even turn up. Furthermore, i'm bring male friends, what would you say then? I'm really looking forward to what you are going to say. The worst thing is, m&d are not around, so i cant talk to them. & tomorrow, if anything happens, i know they wont be able to listen to me because they'd be too tired. But yknow what, i really hope that you do say something tomorrow to tear me. I really hope you do, so i can use this opportunity to let my parents know & then my dad will put it across to you. & i can't believe i'm actually close to tears. Ive been holding back & i will continue to hold back but in front of my parents, i always fail to pretend. So, all the best. I hope you do open your mouth tomorrow. And watch out if you do, because my hand may fly across your face.

NO DANCE FOR A WEEK!!!

2008-12-08T13:42:00.005+08:00

:(

I'm not allowed to dance for one week.

(Interruption: I've been playing All I Want Is You for 10 times now, it's on Repeat)

Yesterday

Went for Adult Service, played with Ariel. :)

Then accompanied Cordelia for Book Fair together with Brother.

But Bro & I got like super super bored, we went to have Subway instead. Haha!

Then we went for Youth Service.. As per normal.
Stephanie came along! :D

Things changed, we're all different now. The past is the past. I pray that we will all move on to a better future and continue to love our neighbors. Thank You Jesus for the change in us all!

Then stayed around in Expo for a while. Waited for Chingay rehearsal to start.
Chingay rehearsal was great at the beginning.
& towards the ending part, came the worst anyone could ever think of.

I FREAKING MET WITH AN ACCIDENT!

Now, how do i describe the horrible event...?

First of all, I need to say THANK GOD ____ WASN'T AROUND!

It was very very embarrassing. I need to wear a mask for the next few rehearsals.

Well, we were all running to our formations. Someone was running my opposite direction & SHAZAAM!

I flew!

I couldn't walk after that. I had to force myself to walk out of the platform. It was so painful, i almost fainted.

After which, I went to the medical corner, Ian was there too. & that guy wasn't of much help man!

He kept disturbing me! & I kept ignoring him, because i was in great pain! Hahahahahahahaha.

After a while, a wheel chair arrived. A FREAKING WHEEL CHAIR!

Can you sense my embarrassment now?

(Interruption: Speaking of the devil.. Ian just came online -.-)

Ok, back to the accident.

After which, I was sent to the HOSPITAL

They wanted to call an ambulance,

But thankfully, they didnt! Hehehehehe.

So i was sent to the A&E.
Had an Xray & all the basic procedures. PAIN LIKE CRAP MAN!

Accident happened at around945pm.
Reached hospital at 10pm plus..
Reached home near 1am. -.-

The whole thing took 3 hours of my life.

Gosh.
I feel so prone to accidents. Hahahaha.
Every year, i have an injury -.-

Let me break it down for you..
2005: I broke my right wrist
2006: I broke my left arm
2007: I flew off my bike & loss a lot of blood
2008: This current accident that you are reading about now.

The best part is, Parents are in Israel now!
Mom called from Israel (The first call since Day 1, btw)
Hahahahahahahahaha. We've been keeping in touch through emails.

But i really have to thank a lot of people for caring for me! :D
Really touched me.

Thank you Sissy & Bro for carrying my stuff & patiently waiting at the hospital. Especially Bro for entertaining me with your nonsensical rubbish.

Thank you Pastor Beechoo, Jocelyn, Winnie & Uncle William for sending me to the hospital & waiting till everything was done!

Thank you Pastor Tai Tong for praying!

And a big big big Thank You to my team! Jingjing, Felyn, Jane, Christopher, Jacqueline and Akila for your care & concern & regards! :D

OKAY THE AFTER EFFECT?

I'M IMMOBILE, BED RIDDEN & IN PAIN!

Oh & if you people are wondering, how in the world am i still able to blog?
LAPTOP LA!!

All I Want Is You

2008-12-08T12:49:00.002+08:00

I've waited all my life to be here face to face,
I never knew that i could feel this kind of grace.
The way You showed me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could be never be erased, it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see your face,
And nothing else would ever feel this way,
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I've done and I can't change,
It's only by the Power of Your name.

I stand in here in this place,
See the glory on Your face,
I'm taken by the wonder of Your name
I'm desperate for Your touch
I never needed it so much
Cos all i want is You.

When all the things around me, fall into the ground,
I'm always thankful for the love in You I've found.

Planetshakers - All I Want Is You
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Found this song on Spencer's blog. :)

This piece of lyrics really relate to how i'm feeling right now.
I realize how easy it is to fall. & everytime i do, i always need Him to pull me back up.

I need to again, surrender all that I have, to Him and trust that He is in control.
I can never do it alone.

Sometimes i don't understand myself either. I don't understand why i get so disappointed when I should be trusting that things will turn out great at the right time.

The horror!!

2008-12-06T16:57:00.003+08:00

I feel so totally guilty right now.

It has been a boring day. I was watching videos, & Sissy & bro kept wanting to go out. So we decided to get our ass down to Causeway Point to get some DVDs to rent & watch.

But apparently, when we reached, we decided not & we went to get food instead. So we bought lotsa food.

& before M&D left for Israel, they gave us a sum of money. For allowance. & NOW, I AM BROKE. Like really broke. Absolutely not a single cent left in my wallet :(

I spent my allowance on alot of cosmetics. Went to The Body Shop & bought a lot of things. Well, i needed to replenish my cosmetic bag anyway! But now, i just hope they won't flare up when they get back. I'm not intending to use my allowance to pay for it though.

M&D did give us another sum of money for i dont know why. But yeah. Ok, i just needed to let it out. I called my aunt & told her how much i spent. But thankfully, she thought it was reasonable. WHOO!

Hopefully when my parents come back, they would think the same way too!

I am now, a huge fan of Body Shop. Every cosmetic or facial product that i use now, is of Body Shop. All hail The Body Shop! :D

Should i sent an email to my dad to let him know how much money i've spent so far? Oh darn it. & just a few days before he left for Israel, he was just talking about getting me a debit card.

Crap, there goes my debit card.

Ok, think positive.

Thank You God for giving me this opportunity of buying a new set of Cosmetics!

Looks like, i'm stuck at home for the whole of next week. :(

Look at what a nearby shopping centre does to one!

Meeting Ben & Kirk on wednesday for a movie. That's it. That's the last of everything! No more no more no more!

Actually no matter how guilty i feel, i still feel very very contented & happy that I have a new set of cosmetics! Now all i need is an extra $50 to get brushes! :D

Hurry gateway! Quick hire me! :D

Happiness; Joy

The Art Of Patience

2008-12-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

So i've been asking God to grant me the fruit of the Spirit for quite a long while now.

Love. Joy. Peace. Patience. Kindness. Goodness. Faithfulness. Gentleness. Self-control.

These are the fruit of the spirit.

& God has been slowly transforming me into the perfect person He wants me to be.
For the past few months, i've been learning Patience.

Patience = Waiting

He has been teaching me to wait for his appointed time, appointed moment and appointed situation.

To some, patience may be a very painful thing. Waiting aimlessly, not knowing what will happen next becomes a torture. It was to me, at first. But i've learnt to be dependent on God. To be absolutely reliant on Him. & it has been well.

God is really miraculous. He does things in wondrous ways no one can ever comprehend.

I've been waiting for a long time now, for almost a year, & finally, my effort paid off. I am believing for more.

In many areas of my life, God has taught me how to reliant on Him, how to be patient.

& i hold on to the promise that He has given to me:

Lamentations 3:25

"The Lord is wonderfully good to those who wait for Him and seek Him."

As i reflect on 2008, I can't help but see wondrous things that God has done for me throughout the whole year. Once again, I see Him transforming me to be a warrior for His battles. I feel myself growing and learning each day I walk with Him & I'm enjoying every single minute of it.

Oh how great it is to have the fruit of the Spirit!

Heaven's Fruits...

Annoyant

2008-12-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

I guess Kirk was rather bored yesterday & therefore decided to make a recording of his voice saying ____

Hahaha, he dared me to post the clip up here, but hell no. He told me to put it as the ringtone of my phone, well i may. But, i'll think twice, because it's his voice i'll be hearing every day. What a nightmare.

He told me to put it up in friendster, I felt like killing him!!!

Hahahahahahahaha. Ok that's about it.

Have been emailing parents the whole day. Seems like they're really enjoying themselves in Israel. :)

Tomorrow, Sissy, Bro, Phy phy llis & I are going cycling. Nice! Muahaha. Exercise, just totally what i need.

Childhood Fun

LONG POST!

2008-12-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

Again, i have a long post. Why? Because i hardly have the time to blog & so i've to squeeze my whole world into one long post.

Okay i have been so so so busy with EVERYTHING!
So first up!

28th November, Friday

THE PROMISE MUSICAL

Yankai & Kennard acting shy. We call them "the cousins!"

Spencer & Stella

Stella & Myself

Yes of course, my twin & I

Our twin outfit.

The musical was great. Again, i was touched by the Birth of our Savior. :)

Friends & I occupied the whole first row. Someone came up to us & said

"You guys are sitting at where the president & guest of honors usually sit at."

Cool isn't it? Haha.

Then headed to TCT for 4th dimension seminar. I always benefit from it. & i didn't regret spending my fridays there! But sadly, the seminar is over! :( I want it to last. I want to learn more!!

29th November, Saturday

Family Photoshoot!

Sissy looking at her solo shoot from the Photographer's camera

Mom & Bro having their shoot

Sissy & I waiting for our turn

After the shoot, we went to have katong laksa. Yummy yummy yummy! No pictures because i wasn't enjoying the venue.

Ok, i was trying to take the color of my hair but apparently it doesnt show. The color shows only in person :(

30th November, Sunday

Oh busy day! But no pictures because busy.

Early in the morning, enjoyed Adult Service Worship then went out to meet Cordelia at Expo Station. We had Subway for lunch.

Then i went in to look for Ariel :)
Ariel likes Cordelia! Upon saying Byebye, she gave cordelia a hug on her own will, while she had to be forced by her mom to give me a hug & an extra kiss :) HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHE.

Afterwards we went to help Jerald to sell some stuff
Then we went SHOPPING! Bought stuff. MUAHAHA.

Had the usual routine & home sweet home.

Oh & apparently, lover spoke to dad. Mom & Dad likes him a lot & i am happy! :D:D

1 December, Monday

Had work. -.- Okay the end. There's nothing to talk about work.

After work, met family at Little India. Supposed to go for my dental appointment. IM GETTING BRACES! WHOOOOO!

But we changed our doctor in the end. Inside reasons.

Then it began to rain & we couldnt find a place for dinner. So we headed to Park Royal Hotel. Slipped into to one of the restaurants and found ourselves having buffet for dinner. Well the buffet wasn't all that fantastic anyway.

Mom paying the bill

On our way home. I saw this.

If you click on it, it says "KWONG CLAN ASSOCIATION"

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.
Ok inside joke.

2nd December, Tuesday

Had work again, Andrew, Samson & Yankai came to look for me for lunch :D

We had a very bad experience.
We were starving, or rather I WAS STARVING because SOMEBODY was late -.-

We saw someone eating fried rice, & we got very tempted. We walked into a chinese restaurant without looking at the price. We only read the menu & that's it. Well it was in Chinese. So we read the translation & apparently all of us skipped the pricing.

So.... We went in & to our horror.

1 PLATE OF FRIED RICE = $9.50

GAWDDDDDDDD

& the plate wasn't very big. I can have a bigger portion of the same kind of fried rice at the coffeeshop near my place at $3 -.-

We paid for

PEANUTS that we didn't even order -.-

We were so budget, we had to order

Yes, plain mineral water as drink.

My favourite,

Xiao Long Bao. @ $4 for 4 in one basket -.-

All 4 of us had 1 each. :D

Samson's

Yankai's

After work.

Met Auntie, Grandpa & Grandma for dinner.

Ate at Din Tai Fung.
Again, chinese restaurant.

My zha jiang mian

Aunt's Fried Rice @ $9.50 as well -.-

A busket halved of Xiao Long Bao :D

After dinner, headed down to Changi Airport.
Parents flew off to Israel

It was a teary night. Sissy started crying, then Bro started crying. I had to be strong but i ended up crying too. Bro cried the worst. He was practically sobbing and crying like my parents were never coming back -.-

Ariel was there too. Cute little thing! :D no pictures because everything was in a hurry as we arrived late cause Grandpa insisted on not cabbing down -.-

Ok honestly, i have to admit, i was rather pissed off. Like hello, my parents are leaving town for 2 freaking weeks! Yeah well to some it may be "only two weeks what!" but my parents have not been only a holiday for that long & besides, usually we would come along.

& we're all very close to our parents so of course we would feel sad to part.

& the whole i've been working, much less spend time with them before they fly. Sissy & Bro were all at home. & so of course i would wanna go earlier to spend time with them before they fly off.

But grandpa kept insisting on not cabbing. I really really wished i had a car! Darn it. & it was not like the bus was very fast

Parent's flight was at 1050pm. But of course, they had to gather with their friends, have briefing & discuss some stuff before leaving. So that would leave us with little time to say goodbye. We reached at 9pm.

& all that i did there was play with Ariel because Parents were checking in already. Honestly, i felt very very disappointed. Ok forget it i'm ranting. the end

3rd December, Wednesday

Didn't go for work. Brother was devastated the night before and i decided to stay home to spend time with him & bring him out.

So....

Sissy, Bro & myself caught the movie,

Obviously i didn't want to watch it, but for the sake of Bryan, we had no choice. I wanted to watch "Quarantine" but it was NC16 :(

After the movie, we headed down to chingay rehearsal :)

OH HAPPY DAY! :D

This day marks the day of a new beginning.

Reached home near midnight. Cause we took a bus home.

TODAY.

Did nothing the whole day but sleep, watch tv, & use the computer. :D

Also, i cooked dinner today!

Shepherd's Pie!!

Ok the end!

It all began with a wave goodbye

2008-12-04T13:27:00.002+08:00

OH HAPPY DAY!

I can never express the happiness i experienced last night. It was wonderful and magical. If only time stood still. But then again, i felt like an idiot.

But Sissy & Vanessa were very very encouraging! Thanks sweethearts! :D
They believed it was perfect!

& i believe, this is the beginning to a wonderful situation.

Thank You Jesus. Thank You for teaching me the wonder of Patience. Thank You for renewing my Faith. Thank You for everything! I trust You, & I surrender all that I have & this situation to You. Amen.

I believe, this is the beginning to the perfect ending.

Flying high

2008-11-26T13:44:00.002+08:00

I am elated, ecstatic, delighted, intoxicated, captivated, jolly, lively, merry, I AM WALKING ON AIR!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But it's a secret. :D

So anyway, this is the press conference item.
It has no "me" nor, "sis" nor, "phyphyllis" in it.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha.

I honestly have no idea if i'm allowed to post the video up. But credits to P.Paul! :D

Here are pictures also credits to P. Paul!

First of all, i present, PHY PHY LLIS!

& this is my cluster, for the dance challenge held last Sunday, 23rd Nov.

I am at the foreground, in black, on the left side, eating the apple :D

The judges.
As told by Paul, they were Paula Abdul, Randy Jackson & Simon Cowell.
KIDDING!
From left, Ps. Yew Lin, Ps Patrick Chew & Simon Cowell. (I dont know his name, but i know he's from Gateway!)

The team, waiting for the results.

The Champion!

:D

I am so looking forward to rehearsal tonight! :D

Okay that's about it. I have pictures to upload but i'm waiting for dad to lend me his memory card reader. :(

Parents are flying off next week! Gosh 10 days with no financial freedom. Darn it.

I believe,

In all things, give thanks.

2008-11-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

21 Nov, Friday

Had a wonderful time with Cordelia & Raina. Sadly, Keshia couldnt join us cause she had exams :(

Went to town first thing in the morning for an interview. It ended earlier than expected & therefore, i was stranded in town doing nothing in the morning. I walked 3 times around the whole of somerset, city hall, bugis & orchard road.

Went to the library to catch some sleep & managed to waste time there & went straight to town to meet Cordelia. Poor girl had to wait for me. BUT WHO WAITED LONGER MANZXZX!

Then Raina came, & sissy joined us.

Cordelia shopped while the 3 of us watched :(

No actually i bought a dress too. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. :D

Afterwards we went to Plaza Sing (some pictures with sissy)

Walked somemore. Shopped some more. Cordelia bought her Aids Ticket. Tempted Raina & I to get one each. Loved the shirt. :(

Then went to Gelare for high tea.

That's cordelia's hair. She's camera shy

Raina too. Cos they weren't dressed up properly. Both just arrived from school

Stayed till late evening.

Then Sissy & I went to Bukit Merah for a church seminar that i would never miss.

Before the seminar, had dinner @ KFC.

That was all i ate. I am still on a quest to lose weight :D

22 Nov, Saturday.

Had a very very very adventurous trip with Vanessa, Andrew, Yankai & Samson

Not only was it adventurous, it was exciting, a new experience & thrilling. :D

Muahahahaha. Inside joke.

Vanessa & I cabbed down to town. & Cabbed home. I was a happy girl. No training! :D

23 Nov, Sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PHY PHY LLIS!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

You are such a darling! Even though it was your birthday & i had absolutely no idea, you demanded no present from me but you gave me sweets! :D:D:D

&&&&&& you presented me the pleasure of viewing ____'s SMSes to you!!!!!! :D

LALALALALALALA. I cant believe we're in the same tribe! <3

Darling ariel was unwell. So she was rather grouchy & decided not to entertain me. :(

All i did was play with her elder sister, Victoria & took naps in between.

Had cell. First time in a month since i went back for cell.

Only Cordelia & I were there -.-

Enjoyed myself alot.

Cordelia, Raina & I stayed back, chat even more.

Cordelia was a sweet sweet darling to accompany me till rehearsal started.

I cant wait for Thurs & Sat & Sun. (I'm meeting them again!)

AGAIN NO PICTURES BECAUSE CAMERA IS STILL DOWN :( BUT FEAR NOT!

I JUST COLLECTED IT TODAY! So tomorrow onwards there'll be more more more pictures!

Okie dokie, toodles people!

I cant wait for rehearsals! They are enjoyable & fun & i love the people!

Jingjing, thanks alot for your help! :D

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! :D

'Cause i'm really happy, you're in my life!

Could I Ever

2008-11-18T01:46:00.003+08:00

When I woke up today,

I thought of all the things You've done

found myself here,

feeling all so overcome

You gave Your life away for me

truly my heart belongs to You

so let me say,

Could i ever, thank You for,

what you did at clavery?

when You bled and died for me?

could i ever turn away?

knowing that you paid the price,

that i could never pay

When i think of the way,

that you died upon that cross

Bearing my sin,

even though my heart was lost.

Blissfully blessed

2008-11-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

Hello earth and everyone.
Its been so long since i last posted an entry. & i think its about time to.

BUT.

1. Post is gonna be wordy bcos i have no pictures! (Phone down for repair, camera with dad) See, that's why i need a camera badly!

2. Life has been revolving around almost nothing except God :D

3. I have been painting my home. (not new home)

4. I have been sleeping a lot.

5. I have been busy with rehearsals.

TADAA!

I have just summarized what ive been doing since O levels ended in the past 3 points.

Yeah i havent really done much & therefore that leads me with nothing to blog about.

But, im definitely loving rehearsals. The team & I we're getting along really great. & I just totally love rehearsals.

& meeting Ariel every Sunday is making my holiday an enjoyable time as well. For the past two Sundays, i have officially learnt how to be a MOTHER!

& i so totally dont think i am ready.

I AM DYING TO MEET UP WITH KESHIA & RAINA!
I'm so so so sorry raineeeee that i had to cancel our previous date! :(

I am still jobless, because ive been enjoying the slacking moments of my home.

& i have been watching lotsa Oprah Winfrey, Tyra Banks & reading up on the World.
All i can say is, I AM DEVASTATED!
Sometimes, i really feel like being a lawyer, or someone with high authority that is able to stop Child Abuse, Polygamy, Child Slavery, Spouse Abuse & so many others! My heart really goes out to these people.

I just cant help but feel disgustingly selfish because i'm at home enjoying life, enjoying the luxury of being a normal girl, enjoying the luxury of being financially stable & enjoying the luxury of having things that i do not deserve while these children, are sold to slavery, doing things they shouldnt be doing at their age!

Some, begin working at the age of 4! I would really love to post up pictures, but they are too gruesome & depressing to watch. So, if you guys are interested, click on google.

Anyway my mission for this whole holidays is:

1. Spend more quality time with my family.

2. Learn to put God first in everything, every situation.

3. Walk right with God.

4. Catch up with good friends. (Keshia, Raina, Cordelia.....)

5. Try to make Ariel call my name

6. Trust God in everything (esp, Carl)

AMEN.

I believe i can do it.
I really have to thank God for everything that has been happening in my life right now. He has been blessing me with good health, good appetite (roar), great family, and the perfect plan for my future. All i have to do now is to wait for His appointed time, :) This holiday, i hafta pull myself together & enjoy God's wonderful promises He has for me. Bring it on God, I cant wait!

OKIE DOKIE. THAT'S ABOUT IT.

Yunting, are you happy now? :) HAHAHA.

When I look upon that cross, I know, i can always count on you, my redeemer, my savior, my best friend. Thank you Jesus, you are so good to me!

It will get better...

2008-11-08T17:51:00.003+08:00

So, its been a long time since i blogged.
Ive been busy with O levels.
My last paper is this Tuesday. :D
But ive already started enjoying, so it doesnt really make a difference

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So like ive been pondering about a lot of different things that are happening in my life lately. I've been thinking, is this the kinda lifestyle i want? Is this what i want?

I've been given chances and chances, but i never seem to make full use of them. I guess this boils down to one thing, i really need you in my life.

Yet again i'm afraid. What if this isn't what God has planned for me? What if you are not supposed to be part of my life?

Then again, i think about God's plan.. His plans are so amazing & unpredictable. Sometimes i wish that i know what God has in mind for me. But then again, where would the excitement and joy be in life?

Many things have happened within the past week. Many things have made me realize how important some people are to me. Many things have made me realize how much i need these people in my life. Many things have made me realize how much i really want them in my life. And most importantly, these things have made me realize what i do not enjoy in life.

Nobody can ever understand how much i loved you, and how much i am loving you more each day. Yes, i know it sounds cliche, sounds cheesy but it's really how i feel. In your presence, i just feel like melting. I hope time stops, the minute i'm so close to you.

You've been near, but i did not grab hold of my chances. So i'm asking myself, how long more do i have to regret this decision of not returning back a glance.

Then, i realized, how much i realized my girls. They were the ones who have seen me through my every obstacle in life. & i did not cherish every minute with them. God had taken me this far, to only realize how much i miss them & how much i need them in my life. Even though we had our childish days, i guess that would still be the most memoriable days of my lives. Janice, Jasmine, Raina, Keshia, Cordelia.

I know i'm running in circles. Maybe to some of you, this most may be hard to understand, but it's alright. Most importantly, is that i just need to let all of this out.

It took me a long time, to only realize pride wont gain me friends, pride wont gain me happiness, pride wont gain me love. But love would. I guess it all boils down to one thing,

Love just is..

Sorry j, you were always there for me, 24-7. But i always end up breaking your heart. I wish we can go back to the past. I really miss you. Just to let you know, nobody can ever replace your position in my heart.

It only matters how true you are, be true to yourself & follow your heart..

WARNING!

2008-10-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

This post is for my enemies to laugh.
HAHAHAHA.

It's a freaking post for those who detest me to mock me.

ANYWAYS.

I have been trying to get my pictures uploaded. & finally i had the courage too.
Cos first of all, this is the first time i'm doing something so crazy & yes i thought i looked really crazy & ugly.
HAHAHA.

I myself am still laughing at the pictures okay!!

BUT BEFORE I UPLOAD THE PICTURES, I have to update.

Had English Paper ytd,
It went well but i'm not too confident, i dont know why too.

But i'm definitely entrusting everything to God.

Then i had a short chat with dear old friend, Keshia. :D
Don't go!! (You know what i mean!)

So yes, but the major thing that happened was an argument i had with a good friend.
Hahaha, but everythings' alright now. & we're back to normal. So yup, thank God for it all. I just hope this wont ever repeat again.

OKAY ITS NOW TIME TO UPLOAD PICTURES.

Hang on tight to your seats!

Don't roll on the floor.

Sissy says i look like an Indian. Cos of the scarf.
But speaking of Indians, i was thinking of looking for a career in Bollywood.
& I AM NOT JOKING.
Like seriously.

Bollywood is making much more money than Hollywood now.
So why not give it a shot? & its not like you've to speak in Tamil.
They speak in good american english man!!

TADAAA!!
That's it.

There's more where that came from.
I just hafta convert the pictures from CR2 format to JPEG.

& i will only do that after O levels. :D

HEHEHEHEHE
So stay tuned if you need some laughter in your life.

P/s, there's like 100 over pictures.
& i cant reveal the photographer's name because of his company reasons. :D

But thanks pal!

OKAY GOODBYE.

WE'RE IN!!

2008-10-18T14:51:00.003+08:00

Sissy & I are in!

We're chosen! :D

Super happy.

Hahaha, Sissy & I were panicking.

Okay i would've posted up pictures if i could.

Well, i've signed an undertaking to abide to their rules

& so therefore, i wont be able to take lotsa pictures.

Cos lotsa things are confidential.

I can't believe i'm in. But yeehah! :D

So anyway i tried to stay at the side most of time while learning the audition steps

But when it was my turn to audition, i was positioned right smack in the middle

So like the instructor & the producer were right in front of my face.

Hahaha, but thank God, i did not miss a step & my facial expression was all good :D

WHOO HOO.

& I'M IN! :D

Hahaha, Yunting is obsessed with her new love, "xiao le"

& to only find out that he is also a hot dancer.

&&&& my grandparents call me "lele" (dont ask me why, i have no idea)

HAHAHAHA.

So anyway

Yesterday, the warm ups were already hard enough to kill me.

The stretching & everything pulled every inch of my muscles man.

Now i know how Seeun & Jeline feels when they come back to school every friday from their killer training with tremendous muscle ache!

SEEUN, JELINE, I FEEL YOU!

Yes, i'm having tremendous muscle ache now

Well its expected la, since i dont exercise & i've been eating, sleeping & eating again.

This morning,

i came online.

& dear friend kirk, did something.

(I cant announce it here, but close friends can ask :D)

& therefore, i obviously had to question him.

& this was his reply..

then he got super bored & he gave me ....

& now, he's beginning to have a thing for classical music.

He gave me a few websites, but i like this one..

If any of you dear readers have got friends that is a psychologist, please, please give me his/her contact so i can help my dear friend kirk.

He needs professional help.

Okay goodbye.

I'm in for the ride, baby.

D DAY!

2008-10-17T10:01:00.002+08:00

Today! Is the day that the Lord has made!
For me to go to auditions! Muahahaha.

But of course, before going, i have to do some studying.
I feel super guilty for not being very productive yesterday.

Well, if you'd ask me how my practical went, i would say, it was a success.
Cos i didn't thought that it would be that easy.
Well physics was one of my biggest worries, & apparently, thank God, physics went well :D

Chemistry, was not too bad too.

Haha, so yes it really pays to just trust God & not worry about anything.

& after practical, i was quarantined. :(
Well, thankfully, i was not alone. Thankfully, Yunting & Jeline were in my shift too.
So we were together all the while. Then after a while, Seeun came in. So the more the merrier.

We did hardcore studying for like 2 hours.
Then we spent the next 2 or 1.5 hours chatting.
Or rather only Yunting & I.
& the most surprising thing is that I was the one distracting her :D

We were laughing so loudly, i never want to stop.
Lol.

Then Yunting accompanied me for lunch. :D:D
She watched as i ate. :D
Hahahaha poor her.

Then went home & slacked the whole day, watching tv, using computer, sleeping & doing everything except studying.

Sooooo
I hafta study today beforee.....

GOING FOR AUDITIONS!! :D

Muahahahahahahahaahaha. Super super super happy. :D
Can't wait for it.

Alrighteeeeeeeeeeee
O levels are in 2 DAYS!

I'm excited, yet i'm calm. Because i'm entrusting everything to God. :D

Okie dokie, that's it.
Goodbye people.

Fly me on a pair of wheels.

HAPPY SHALALALA

2008-10-15T11:56:00.005+08:00

I'm a happy happy happy woman right now.

I was so depressed for the past few days that i cried myself to sleep because i was unable to join ___.
(Its a secret. Only close friends will know)

The only reason why i was unable to join was because i thought i would be missing my auditions.
You see, auditions are held this SUNDAY night!
&&

I have a CHEMISTRY paper on MONDAY.

So obviously, it wouldnt be wise to go for auditions on Sunday Night.

So then Daddy suggested i call them & not give up.

So i did, (well i just did)
& they offered me a timeslot THIS FRIDAY!!

WHOOOOOO~

So, i'll still be in for the game! :D

&&&& my dear friend kirk, was so supportive. *angry*

I said "I'M GOING FOR AUDITIONS THIS FRIDAY!!"

He replied. "Ok. Fail O levels"

Mean.

But i reject that. I am gonna do well for my O levels because i know that God will bless me :D
& i'm not gonna worry about it anymore & just do my best! :D

Alrighteee.
I feel so happy right now.
But i shall not waste any more time.
Time is precious
I shall prepare for my practical examination tomorrow!!!

Oh wait, one last thing before i go, i have to post up Ariel Darling's pictures. :D
Super cute.
Went out with her the previous friday. :D

Ariel & her elder Sis, Victoria.

The princess reading her royal book.

Actually it isn't a book, it's Sissy's wallet. So sissy's trying to get it back.
But, the princess refuses.

The princess' servant, Abigail, trying to please thy princess.

& finally, sissy got her wallet & the princess tries to get it back using cute measures. Such as, "acting cute"

Meeeee entering the room with a glass of water for thy princess.

FRIDAY FRIDAY! I CAN'T WAIT!! :D

Dance dance; Its burning up my soul.

What did you say?

2008-10-10T09:58:00.003+08:00

Well oh well.
Exams in 10 days. :(
Freak, why am i counting down when i'm so not ready for it.

Alright.
I'm so screwed today.
Hafta do hard core studying for 4 hours.
Then meeting Ariel tonight. :D
Can't wait!

Alrightee, ive nothing much to blog about.
Goodbye.

Everyone has their own dark secret.
& everytime she thinks of it, she feels weak inside
She knows its own mistake she can never undo.
But she really wish you never existed; Regrets.

Sin-ed.

2008-10-09T18:05:00.002+08:00

I need to repent!

I went to school LATE.
Like an hour late for lesson. :(
Did not really listened. Was chatting with Seeun.
Butttt, received notes & i'll definitely make full use of it.

Then made Kirk wait for me at TPY.
Felt damn bad because he cabbed down thinking he was gonna be late
But at the end of the day, i was the one that's late.

Cos, lessons were supposed to end at 11am.
& at 1050am he was still home.
& i capitalized my message saying "LESSON ENDING IN 10MINS! HURRY"

& in the end, my lesson ended at 1120am. =/
Soooooooo.
But nvm la, if i were to count all the times that he made me wait for him, i shouldnt feel that bad.

Caught the movie.

SUPER SUPER SUPER WORTH IT
2 THUMBS UP!
Whoo, because there's Shia of course. Butttt, the movie itself, was great.

Asked Ruben during lesson today if he wanted to come catch the movie with us together,
& he let out a big "SIAO!"

HAHAHAHA.

& that made me feel guilty & had 2nd thoughts about watching the movie
But we still did, & im glad i did.
It was awesome! :D
Fantabulous.

Then, had lunch at Forks & Spoon.
Super expensive for a meal at a food court.
We wanted to have Crystal Jade.
But, Kirk insisted on F&S. -.-
Regretted. Buttttt, i had free fries. So it was not too bad afterall.

After wards, we went to study at MACDONALDS.
Studied for 2 hours.

Gonna hafta do one more English paper later on.
I only managed to finish 1 paper ytd :(

I need math tuition soon, quick, fast.
I feel my math de-proving. :(
I need help. I need to re-charge my math skills.

Meeting Yunting to study tomorrow.
Can't wait. Finally getting to meet her :D
Okay, that sounded lesbian.

ALRIGHTEE.
That's it for today.
I need to do more studying. but i'm feeling so tired right now.
GOODBYE

EAGLE EYE! MUST WATCH MUST WATCH! :D

Losing Grip..

2008-10-08T14:15:00.002+08:00

So like hello.

I havent really been a very good girl, studying. Nope, i havent.

:(

So like, i just printed 4 English Practice papers. I better make good use of it.
I have to get an A1 for my English. I have to. :(

Things to do today:-
1. Finish 4 English Papers
2. Do 2005 O level Math Paper.
3. Do 2005 Geography paper.

Decided to go for Geography lessons tmr & Friday.
I wouldnt be going if it aint for Kirk.
He's SS book is with me, & i have to return it to him.
& i'm grounded :( so, this is my only excuse to get outta the house.

I'm grounded because parents wanna quarantine me to study at home :(
Speaking quarantine.. Bro may have contracted HFMD. Really worried for him right now. He's currently on the way to the doctor's. Hopefully he didnt get the disease. Can't be that lucky hmm.

Alrighteee.
There's nothing much to blog about. I'll blog tomorrow if i have the time.

GOODBYE BLOG.
GOODBYE COMPUTER.

She feels confused.
She thought of you today & there you were, right there.
She needs to stop thinking this way.
You're not the one for her.
She knows it.

Focus focus focus!

2008-10-07T17:18:00.002+08:00

I need to get my head in the game!
Of which is, STUDYING!
I need to start studying seriously!

I have been slacking like mad!
I only managed to accomplish one math paper! :(

&&&&
i got distracted when grandparents came over to visit.
Then bro & I had a little argument but it was my fault.
Spent half an hour trying to convince him to forgive me.
Hahahaha, so funny.
But yes, its all okay now.

Having a conversation with esaint.
I gave him a cookie for grad day.
I just asked, if he liked it.

He said.
"Uh.. I didnt eat it."

My response:
"WHAT! This is so heartbreaking!"

He said:
"LOL WHAT!"
"hahahahahahahahahaha"

I said:
"So who ate it? Dont tell me you threw it away!"

AH FREAK!
I can print screen right! Shoot, i didnt think of that!
HEHEHEHE.

Okay thank God. Else i would devastated! Haha, kidding.

So anw, i better get my ass to do more work later on :(
Else i would regret it for the rest of my life.

OH!
& today, before my grandparents came over,
they went to catch..

EAGLE EYE!

WHOA!
Everybody's catching it man!
Should i sacrifice 2 hours of my time to watch it!?
No no, no can do!
Cannot.
Never.
Not in a million years.

OKAY GOODBYE. :D
More studying coming my way.

She has something to confess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!

2008-10-07T11:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!

You've been such a great friend! & its been really cool spending my 2008 with you! LALALALA.
Here's wishing you the best in everything you do! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Real eyes. Realize. Real lies.

2008-10-07T11:01:00.004+08:00

:D
I'm happy because i finally get to touch the laptop again!
Its been like what, 2 weeks!

SPEAKING OF WHICH.
ITS 2 DAMN WEEKS TO O LEVELS.

I was like midnight studying last night. Okay not really midnight.
Started at 11pm. But ended at 12pm.
Was super super super tired.

Then caught the show,

Yes, Grey's Anatomy!
Super nice okay!
After my O levels, i have so many dramas i have to catch up with!

Anyway, this half of the post, is dedicated to Yunting.

THIS WOMAN WATCHED EAGLE EYE ALREADY!

:(

I doubt i'll be able to catch it. Cos after Os, the movie would most probably not be aired anymore
But, in order to pay a tribute to my childhood favourite actor.
I have piled up a few pictures of him for the pleasure of my dear readers.

& definitely yunting.
I purposely looked for his really really wacky pictures.

My favourite classic picture of him!!

A picture from Transformer.

I really cant stand his appearance in Eagle Eye.
Super old. -.-

But he looks hot in this picture.

Yunting's Lovers..

Okay, that's it for now.

ANYWAYS.

Im going bonkers.
I have to finish up studying for this week!
:(

I cant wait for auditions! (Secret, not telling you for what)

&&&& most importantly,
i can't wait to finally catch up with Keshia & Raina! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

OKIE DOKIE.
I shall stop here.
I have to study :(
Bullshit.

GOODBYE COMPUTER!!!!!!

Sometimes, her words really contradict one another.
She doesn't know what to do right now.
She's confused. She doesn't know whats right for her.
All she knows is, she wants to quickly get this phase of life over & done with.

It hurts; Have you ever?

2008-10-06T15:56:00.003+08:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad, you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love? Been in love so bad?
You'd do anything to make them understand.
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away,
you'd give anything to make them feel the same.

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart?
But you dont know what to say, and you dont know where to start.

Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life?
and do just about everything to look into their eyes?
Have you finally found the one, you've given your heart to?
Only to find that one, won't give their heart to you.

Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there?
And all you can do is wait, for the day when they will care?

What do i gotta do to get you in my arms?
What do i gotta say to get to your heart?
To make you understand, how i need you next to me.
Gotta get you in my word, cause i can't sleep.

It breaks me a part inside.
Have you ever?

OH HAPPY GRADUATION!!

2008-10-03T14:35:00.005+08:00

HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL 4E5N PUPILS! :D

It's so amazing.
3rd october. I'm officially leavinggggg schooooool.
Whoooooo! :D

Nobody will be able to understand the kind of happiness i have in me to finally be able to leave torturous secondary school! Gosh. I'm going crazy! No more schools! No more rules! No more disciplinary actions blah blah blah...

I thought that grad service today would make me cry, but nope. It didn't.
It was rather boring in fact. But i salute the 4E representatives. Their speeches were fantastic. Really.

Well, of course, lotsa pictures were taken. Pictures of the naked face. I guess it's only one in a million times that i take pictures without make up. So for the next few posts, treasure every picture you get to see me make-up-less. :D

To start off this wacko day.
Yunting & I came up with a wacko plan. But it failed.

We wanted to get the whole class along to skip assembly & give our teachers a surprise by appearing late. :D

We wanted to go to Prata House for breakfast & we intended to go early. Like really really early.

So like at first everything was so "on" but everything changed.
Only Ruben, Kirk, Seeun, Jeline, Yunting & myself decided to go in the end.

I had a hell of a time yesterday preparing my leaving gifts & letters. Made cookies & wrapped them all up with class. :D

Class right! Must see for yourself to know.

My gifts :D

Then at like around midnight, i was reminded of my camera.
Asked daddy for it, & he told me that it was left in the car.
Then, i had to search for the car because daddy fell asleep after saying that one sentence.

The worse thing is, there's 2 carpark within my vicinity. So i had to make the correct guess of which carpark the car was parked at.

Apparently, i made the correct choice, but i missed the car. So i spent like half an hour hunting for Daddy's car. Poor bestie has to accompany me chat while i hunt for the car. Imagine searching for a car at midnight in a super quiet car park.

Then, went home realized that the camera was low battery.
&&&& the best part is, i do not know how to charge the camera. Only daddy knows how to do it.
So i was rather frustrated.

Tried figuring out the way to charge the battery from the time i got home till 3am.
Georgina accompanied me chat & helped me figure out ways.
But at the end of the day, i gave up! Lol. So went to sleep, finally at 3am!

Woke up at 5am! :D
Felt super excited, called Yunting to double check that she could wake up.
But she didnt. She woke up at 515am.

Then i found out then that, nobody else besides the two of us were awake!
So therefore, we cancelled the whole prata outing :(

But, seeun woke up at 530am & the 3 of us met for breakfast at MacDonalds. :D

Boyfriend, Seeun in Mac. :D

Our breakfast.

Afterwhich Yunting, Seeun & myself headed to school.

Met Jeline at the MRT station.

Camwhored a bit while waiting for Jeline

Pictures with Yunting. :D

Upload another time

Then had grad service. BORING. As usual laaaa.

Seeun, myself & Miss Jam :D

Georgina & my boyfriend! Boyfriend! How can you cheat on meee!!

Principal's Gift.

Anna's gift to meee! :D

Then we camwhored around the school.

THE FLOWER WAS GEORGINA'S. Hahaha. We all borrowed it to camwhored :D

TAKE 1.

Kirk,

TAKE 2

TAKE 3!

TAKE 1; SEEUN!

TAKE 2

TAKE 3!

Anna, Jeline, Yunting, Me, Vanessa, Cynthia, Georgina & the Gorgeous Miss Tean.

Jeline, Yunting, I, Vanessa :D

Then we went back to class to camwhore. :D

Ruben & I.

There's Eddie too :D

Our class molester.

Act ah lian.

Acting retarded. Spasm.

Anna & Wendy

Vanessa, Jolene, Anna.

Anna, Me, Vanessa.

Anna, Seeun, Vanessa

Anna & Xiaoli.
Seeun & I wanted to have a picture taken with Xiaoli but she refused.
Uhm cough cough.

Then came the koala bear time.

Yunting on Jeline.

Seeun on me.

Me on Seeun. Hahahaha.

Seeun on Jeline.

Jeline and Vanessa

Yunting, Seeun, Eddie & the annoying, kirk

Vanessa, Junhuei, Aaron, Yusoon & Miss K (english teacher + form teacher.)

The security guard. I guess our classmates will never forget him man! Hahaha.
He's the best. Inside story.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
NO MORE LOGGING IN AND OUT!

Seeun enjoying her last thumb printing log.

Last but not least, my gift to my special friends. :D

CREDITS!
ANNA FOR THE PICTURES :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!

2008-09-25T15:00:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to jang seeun!
happy birthday to you!!!

I FEEL DAMN BAD NOW!
I just realize today's my boyfriend's birthday.
Boyfriend!
I shall give you a big hug & a salivating kiss tomorrow!
I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DDD

P/s, i really really admire koreans.
Your bro damn hot!

Warning!! Long post!

2008-09-23T14:21:00.004+08:00

So like i have to freaking recall what has happened during my weekend.

Gawd..

ANYHOOS,

Saturday, 20 September 2008

Bro had a mini concert at the Singapore Concert Hall (if i remembered correctly)

Sorry ah, i know the picture quality sucks ah. I had to use my 2megapixel phone camera :(
My camera went out of batt. Dad said i charged it wrongly :(

The little children damn cute!!

Right after the concert, we went home cos Mom & I were not feeling well.
We gave Bro a huge surprise because in the morning, we told him that we weren't feeling well and therefore, wont be going.

But yes, he said he was touched that we went for his mini concert.
Lol. Cute ass.

Sunday 21 September 2008

(Warning! Long postt!!!)

Had service in the morning. I listened attentively during sermon. & i'm putting it to practice. I'm happy because i realize i really needed that sermon. :D

Anw, money money money...

Dad forgot to bring his wallet out that day. & TADAAA!

The wonder of cash with women. :D

(Please do not rob my mother)

After service, went for lunch again, at..

(ZOMG. Pictures taking damn frigging long to load)

Yes! Hot Tomato!

I wonder if y'all can see it, but nvm.

Starters.. The wonderful garlic bread.

Sissy's

M&D's

Bro's

& dah best!! Mine! :D

After lunch, Ben & Kirk came.
Kirk & I accompanied Ben for lunch at Long John Silver.

After which, we slacked, gossip-ed, chit chat there for a whileeee...
Then walked to Center Point's Coffee Bean to study.

The table there is super style. :D

We stayed there from like 2pm plus to 5pm plus?
Yes, it was PRODUCTIVE. For me though. Ben slept, Kirk was distracted by his IPHONE.
Sicko.

Then went to Meridien for dinner. Kirk ate.
Then we slacked there for a longggg while. :D

Then we walked around Plaza Singapura.

Received a phone call from parents that we'll be going to Marina Mandarin Hotel for dinner.

&&& i being undressed, had no choice but to ask Sissy to bring a blouse over.
I didnt look my best, because of certain reasons.
Continue reading to understand.

So, asked Kirk how the hell i should made my way there.
By right, i should take a train to City Hall & walk to Marina Square to Marina Mandarin Hotel.

Butttt.
Kirk checked his street directory on his iphone & advised that i take a bus to Esplanade.
THE FRIGGING BUS MADE ME WAIT FOR 15 MINUTES!
More than 15 minutes actually.

But he's not to blame la.

Anyway.
So yes i was late.
& i freaking didnt know how to get to Marina Mandarin Hotel..
I went to alight at Suntec City.
From there, i ran over to Marina Square.
& continued running my way to Marina Mandarin.
Apparently, i ran the wrong way.
So.... I was like running a marathon.

So yes, i was dripping wet with sweat.
So stupid.

If i could, i wouldve booked a hotel room for myself to bathe before changing into clean clothes for dinner.
But of course, that would be foolish.

So yes i changed. Composed myself & went for dinner.

Yunting's fav. Sashimi.

Half eaten already because i totally forgot about taking pictures. :D

Good cookies. Really. I like.

Mama getting tired of waiting for fooood! :D

My favourite!! Fondue! Strawberry fondue! :D

Sweeeeets for my sweeeets

Damn nice view.

My uh starter?

Shark's Fin soup?

Sissy's drunken prawns. :D

Parents didnt have buffet. They had ala-carte. :D

Their salad....

& this, i totally forgot what it was..

The steak.

Great presentation. Good experience for F&N students like meeee. :D

Bro indulging himself with food.

I told you i wasn't ready for the whole glam.

I was undressed & make up not fully done. :(

I was unprepared!!

Bro & Mom.

Sissy looking damn gorgeous in this picture. :D

ohhhhh!

& this was damn good.

It's not on the menu. It's the chef's specialty.

It was on the house. :D

Cause apparently the chef was from CHURCH!

& Daddy wed him before. So it was a blessing.

Hehehe, half done too. Cos it was too tempting.

My dad looks super funny in this picture. He was not ready.

Us girls.

Then i found out the purpose of the lip smacking dinner.
Mom & Dad's 18 Wedding Anniversary.
We were celebrating it one day earlier. :D

Durian Cake.

Then, home sweet home :D

HAHAHA NO!

Not in this car!! :D

We saw this car outside the hotel. It was darn hot. I had to take a picture of it.

It costs dont know how many millions!

Its darn expensive. The road tax itself is already a few hundred thousand!

Monday 22 September 2008

Happy 18th Wedding Anniversary to M & D.
:D

Without them, there would be no Cheryl. :(

Collected back a few papers.
My english de-proved. Stupid.

My math improved tremendously. Im happy happy! :D
I worked hard for it damn it.

Went to AMK to have lunch with Yunting, Seeun & Dorita.
Afterwards we went to have our eyebrows trimmed.

Then went to study with Seeun & Ben at woodlands regional library till 9pm :D
Super super funny time. But of course, we did study as well la. Towards the last part, the both of them kept talking about the traditions of a Korean lifestyle.

Azzz.
I am into korean lifestyle lately. I am so fascinated by everything. Their dining lifestyle & stuff.
Whoo.
& they kept giving me examples la.

"Walao, we eat kimchi everyday! Like how you eat rice everyday!"

"Walao, we drink ___ tea everyday like plain water to you!"

-.-
There's definitely more where that came from!

Home sweet home.

PLEASE CLICK HERE TO READ SEEUN'S BLOG, regarding this eventful day. It's much more entertaining than mine! lol.

Tuesday 23 September 2008

Woke up, was not feeling well but i had to drag my sick ass to school today. :(
For the next 8 days, i have to. But i doubt im going to sch tmr.

Im down with fever, flu, sore throat :(
Bad bad bad.

Collected my f&n results.
I FRIGGING PASSED THE PAPER! WHOOOOOOO!
I am happy happy happy happy.
I made the most significant jump in my results.
I improved by 39.5marks man!! WHOOOOOOO!

(So that gives you an idea of how bad i failed the other time)

So falling sick is totally worth it man.
At least i passed for the first time. :D

Okay i am home & i need to rest now.
I still have tuition tonight. :(

GOODNIGHT EARTH!

Fall baby fall.

2008-09-20T10:59:00.003+08:00

Being sick honestly suck. :(

Felt super miserable upon reaching home from tuition ytd.

Mommy came to pick me up at Yt's place.

Took medication last night & went to sleep.

Received many calls, i was so tempted to switch off my phone.

Haha.

But i didn't do it. Cos i was too lazy to do it.

One of the callers was Kirk.

"WHOA! Why you sleep so early!"

"Sick" - That was my reply

Then i cant rem what he said. Like i said i was sleeping.

Then this morning.

This sucker asked me to Skype with him.

I said i cant. No voice.

He said...

Tell me!

Which idiot would say that! Whoa..........

Okay i need rest. I neeeeed rest :(

I have a concert to attend tonight.

I better get sleep.

Im feeling so lethargic!!

My teacher called & told me to edit some of my work.

I almost strangled myself.

I should just bang my head against the wall.

Gawd.

Great, i have a visitor in the house now.

Gotta goooo :(

GOODBYE WORLD.

Dear oh dear..

2008-09-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

Sigh.
I am down with FLU !!!!!

:(

I studied my shit out last night till late.
&& everybody knows, i'm an early bird.
Sigh.

So i guess thats why im unwell now.
I am feeling so uncomfortable. I want to rip my nostrils apart!

Worse to come, i thought i could be able to rest after my last paper today.
Buttttt.

My tuition teacher called & said he's gonna giving us a make up lesson today for yesterday's absence.
He's really nice & i dont wanna change the date anymore. So, i'd better go.

So anyhoos.
I am so lazy.
Though i'm unwell now but studying till late last night is very worth it.
Because, i managed to do my F&N paper today!!

I am happy though. Because my F&N paper used to have lotsa blanks but now, all questions were filled. So i say it's worth it.

Okay i am feeling so lethargic.
Goodbye.

Hot hot HAWT!!

2008-09-18T13:42:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody.
I am currently at Yunting's place. Whoo.
She's bathing while im here using the computer. =)

Had Science MCQ paper today, this is the first time in Prelim 2 that i slept during a paper. I slept for 15 mins. Yunting slept for 30 minutes.

Seriously, Science isn't my forte. Really.
I am just hoping for a C5. Though im at F9 for Science.

So anyway,
after paper, went for lunch with
Yunting, Jeline, Seeun, Ruben, Ben & Kirk at Yishun Laksa.

(I only have a few miserable pictures, but i'll upload it either tomorrow or tonight)

Afterwards, we all went home. & the weather was so so so so so hot. Poor yunting walked home with me. :D
Yunting accompanied me home while i bathed.
Then, we headed to her place =)

So anyway, we're supposed to be studying for F&N paper tmr
Im so touched by Miss Lim. I love her man. She's really done a lot as a teacher.

Oh yes, supposed to have tuition today, but Yunting is unwell, so we cancelled it.

Okay la. Im done blogging. Good bye. :D

THE WEATHER IS DARN HOT!

Made me cry..

2008-09-17T13:55:00.004+08:00

Yes, Gossip girl made me cry.
Just like Yunting predicted. Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 3 really made me cry!

Just when i was about to watch Gossip Girl, kirk came online & made me Skype with him. So fine. We chatted awhile, then Ben came in, chatted somemore then Rubenchong came in. Aiyoyoyoyo. Havoc.

Haha. I needed to go! I needed to feed my soul.

So anyway
I seriously hate the dutchess. Just when everybody else thought that nobody was comparable to Blair, then came along the Dutchess. Boo.

Just like the poster suggests,

This couple really is, mind blowingly inappropraite.
Nate Archibald and the 30 year old Dutchess. Screw it.

But anyway, this show made me cry when Serena & Dan were in the lift.
:(
Awwww.

& when Nate & Vanessa were talking in some room.
:(

(This picture is taken from an episode of the first season)

I really really admire Vanessa.
I used to hate her because she was with Nate Archibald (the love of my life)
But then again, upon watching her character in the show, i really admire her.
& i hereby now, announce that i approve of Vanessa & Nate! :D
(Okay whatever, like they even needed my approval!)

This episode proved to me how much Vanessa really loves Nate. & that Vanessa is really really true to Nate. I am very very touched.

I wouldnt be able to have done what she did.
Really. I am not gonna say what she did, because some of you may not have watched the show before and will definitely watch it one day!
So i shall not be a spoiler like Yunting's blog! -GROWLS-

(Ysee i went to her blog even watching this episode, thats why it was a spoiler)
Haha.

Anyway.
Kirk gave me this URL.
For every human being on earth that needs a good laugh.
PLEASE CLICK HERE!

I HIGHLY RECOMMENDED THIS WEBSITE TO BE VIEWED!

Okay too much of computer usage, i have to study now.
& i seriously mean study.
BYE EARTHLINGS.

Kiss my grits!

2008-09-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so random today.
Hahaha, or perhaps i have been?

I am happy because there is no school today.
Whoo.

I was chatting with Richmond & Yunting last night. =)
Biggg smiles.
I miss Richmond.

I'm gonna be staying at home today, i dont feel like going out.
I told myself, no matter what, today, MUST STUDY!
Must study!

So, i better study later on =)

Yunting woke me up this morning. Guessed i must have surprised her greatly!
She called me at late 10am.
& her reaction was..

"Wah! You still sleeping ah!?"

Haha, cos to her, i'm like an early bird. I sleep early, wake up early.
It's been a habit. Haha.
& to me, she's the late princess (kirk is the late king)
Sleep late, wake up late, meet also late. Hahah.

Oh yes, please read Yunting's blog. Click here!
Why? Because, her latest post is regarding her dream.
& it involves celebrities. When she first told it to me, i laughed my ass off.

I really pray for a miracle to happen. Maybe for the next two weeks, i should make a poster of Show Luo & place it right beside her table. Or, maybe i should paste a lot of pictures of him on her table.

This would be an inspiration for her to come to school. Cause she told me that if Show Luo was our classmate, she wouldnt skip school.

I SWEAR I WILL NOT SKIP SCHOOL EVEN FOR ONE DAY.

FOOD POISONING, HIGH FEVER, GASTRIC PAIN SHAN'T STOP ME FROM GOING SCHOOL!!!
(Quoted)

HAHAHAHAHA.

So anyway
Last night, after skyping with Yunting & Kirk for a longgg time, i wanted to move on to watch my Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 3, (ysee, ive been waiting for it to be uploaded, but it was only uploaded in the night) &&& kirk refused to let me go.

Yunting had the priviledge of watching it.
:(

My laptop was lagging last night, i guess because of the conference call, so i had to sign out, but kirk wouldnt let me, :(

But i managed to convince them to let me watch..

FREAK IT MAN.
It was darn scary. I should've heeded Yunting's advice.
She told me not to watch it. Hahah. In the end, i ended up listening to Worship songs before sleeping. In order to enjoy a good night sleep. WHOO.

Darn scary. Really darn scary. I am not watching that show again.
Maryshaw is FREAKY. Dork.

Okay enough of that show.

I am not gonna talk about it anymore.
It scares me.
ALRIGHTEEE.
IM DONE BLOGGING.

That dead silence poster is too freaky for me. Call me a wimp! Whatever!
Kirk and I are skype-ing now. Whoo hoo.

SKYPE!!

2008-09-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

This is what Best friend, Kirk & I are doing right now..

Yes, we're skype-ing!
& it is damn damn damn fun. HAHA.
Like free phone calls online while surfing net sial.
HEHEHEHE.

Okay whatever.
BYEEEE.

Make it happen, shock everyone!

2008-09-16T18:32:00.003+08:00

AH HAHAHA!

I finally get my hands on the freaking laptop!
Whooooo~

Parents have been in the whole day. Pretended to study when i was actually almost falling asleep.
Then watch a bit of teevee.

& they just left the house for a meetinggggg.
Which is therefore why, i am using the computer now.

OKAY I HAVE UPDATES!

But before i update on anything, I would like to make this announcement.
"It doesn't mean that when you're close to a particular someone, it means you like that someone"
=)

I am not being sarcastic. I am just trying to get my point across because i wouldn't know how to prove it by speech. & i wouldn't be able to argue back because i'm not good in arguments unless i'm pissed.

Anyways.

Saturday, 13 September 2008

Was actually feeling super super lazy to go out.
But kirk refused to let me pamper my flesh.
So he insisted that we have to study.

So decided to meet in the evening.
But in the afternoon, Kirk messaged me saying he felt lazy too.
HAHAHAHA.
But that didnt cancel our appointment.
We didnt even cancel it laaa.

So then, went to Toa Payoh to study. Together with Ben =)
I found out a lot about Ben. There are so many things we have in common. Cool ayeeeee.

So anyway.

We met up around near 8pm?

Does this picture gives you a glimpse of where we were at?
HEHEHE.

DELIFRANCE!

& kirk was nice to "treat" me to a drink of Sprite.
(cause i accidentally spent all my cash)

Kirk's drink. Coffee with milk (I think)
See the little cookie beside the coffee?
Selfish kirk refuses to give it to me. *growls*

Ben's attractive looking Cappuccino. =)

I like the pictures at the back...

Kirkzz...

Raw Sugar :D hehehehe, random.

This is my first set of pinkish stuff. (Sorry, but i oppose pink)

Studied.. ( Yeah Right )

Bennnnnn

Ben's books are calling out to him.. "Read me read me!!!"
Both mine & his books were all left untouched.. Hahahahaha.

We did much more of gossiping. Hehe.

Went home afterwards & kirk saved my life on this fateful day.
Hahaha. Close friends'll know why.
Note to self, NEVER borrow $$ from kirkzz.
=)

Sunday 14 September 2008

Had church as usual. But i didnt see my darling Ariel.

The first time in gazillion years that i took self portraited pictures of meeeeselffff. :D

Bro sleeping on meee shoulder..

We went to Plaza Singapura for lunch. We were just driving around.
& we landed up at PS. Haha.

Afterwards.
Walked around for a while deciding what to eat. & I (the almighty one) reminded that my Godfather recommended us to go to a restaurant called Hot Tomato (if i remember correctly)

It is not exactly a restaurant though.

Garlic Bread for starters..

Mine.. Grilled Pork Chop with Sausages served with Aglio Olio. =)

Brother's. Steak with Grilled Prawns served with Aglio Olio. =)

Mommmyyy's. Chicken Wrap.

Dad's. Seafood spaghetti served in White wine. =)

I rate the food 2 thumbs up. Super delicious.
Plaza Singapura has damn a lot of good food.

I, the glutton, vows that after O level, I will force my best friend, Ho YunTing to accompany me to Plaza Singapura to binge. =)

Monday 15 September 2008

Had Physics paper. I almost panicked my ass before the start of the exam.
Becauseeee, i forgot to bring my entry proof.

=/

& my school charges a fee of 4 BUCKS for another print out of the entry proof.
& i was like "what the heck!"
No way!

No way was I gonna pay a freaking 4 bucks which would probably get me 1 packet of Crunchy Shrimps for a freaking piece of paper!!!!!!!!

I then made a decision to SKIP the paper. =/

But of course, i chickened out. Because i was afraid the school would call up my parents & ask why i didnt turn up.

So, i took the exam. BUT I was smart enough not to pay.
I borrowed somebody else's entry proof & just covered the name when i left it on my desk.
HEHEHEHE.
Smart rightttttttt!

Ruben taught me how to fold the paper in order to make it a fool proof plan.

After the exam.
Went to watch..

Yes, Babylon A.D.
It was fantabulous!! Whoo hoo.

I likeeeee....

Went for the movie with, Jeline, Seeun, Shumei, Ruben, Ben & Kirk.

Afterwards trained home.

Today

Had Chemistry paper.
My science suck. I admit it.

After the paper, Best Friend & I enjoyed ourselves at KFC till a cockroach came to join in the fun. *growls*

We left for her place.
Surf the net. Found out lotsa things. Watched videos that made us roll on the floor with laughter.
& most importantly, i found out so many things.

Yunting is really Rina's disciple.
I am astound!

Afterwards, met Sissy at the train station. & went home. =)

TADAAAAA!
I am done done done with updates!
YEEEHAH!
Goodbye people. I am happy because

I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!
OFFICIAL SLACK DAY.

DAMN O LEVELS!

Good morning earth.

2008-09-13T11:18:00.003+08:00

Was thinking of dating Keshia, Janice, Raina & Jasmine out.

But i guess non of them are free. I did not ask Raina cos Janice couldnt make it.

But you....

The most disappointing one..

-.-

I know you well enough that unless this person is of NOTHING to you, you would not even save his/her number. So i get that now. I am NOTHING to you.

Screw you.

Anyway.

Enough of that shit.

I am waiting for Kirkzz to wake up!!

Then he can arrange the timing & place to meet.

Was watching

Hannibal, last night.

It was amazing. Okay yes, though sick. But i likeeeee.

I am into torturing movies. :D

Thriller siollllllll. (Stupid)

Okay maybe i should go watch more movies.

Toodles.

HURRY WAKE UP LA KIRKZZ!

Bring back the past..

2008-09-12T15:32:00.006+08:00

Though they have now been separated, but in my heart, they'll always be, my favourite couple. & deep down in me, i still hope they'll get back together someday..

Yes, Britney Spears & Justin Timberlake.
In the video, Justin said:

"When we decided that we were going to go our separate ways, we sat down, and I said to her, I said:

'If there's ever one moment that you need me, you can rest assure that I will be there, because I love you, as a person, and I will always love you' "

Seriously, this couple brings me to tears.

They were so happy when they were young.

Look at what's becoming of them now.
Both of them are not doing well.

I searched for the pictures of them when they were both younger & still together.
They looked so happy & blissful, well that's on the surface.

My favourite picture of them..

Their relationship started like when they were what, 15 or 16? I cant rem.
But they definitely were the perfect couple for their age.
I mean, i used to think, nah, relationships at that point of time wouldnt last long, but looking at their relationship, though it has proven me right, but still, i wish i was proven wrong!

Seriously, how long have it been since you people have seen such a beautiful smile on Britney's face?
They were so in love, so so so in love.

Okay no more pictures, before i start tearing.

SO ANYWAY...

I just got home.
Stayed at Yt's place after tuition.
Had PIZZA!!

My favourite. :D:D

Stayed there from like 1045 am to 4pm?
Hahahahahahahaha.

Supposed to meet Kirk today, but he didnt even go home last night.
& i'm not in the mood to meet him too.

I'm super super touched by Yunting today.
I guess ive been feeling emotionally tired lately. & though ive been trying to put up a strong front, yt never fails to be able to see through me.

After we parted, she sms-ed me.

"Btw, if you got any stuffs you can come and tell me. You look like you are troubled :( lol. But hope you are alright."

I was super shocked.
So i replied asking how she knew and stuff.

She said..

"Lol. I can tell la. Do you mind sharing with your best pal tonight? Or now?"

Haha so of course, i msged her the details and stuff (of which im not mentioning here)

She said

"I cant see your hyper side, that's why :( "

"Hope we are still best friends after Os. :( "

Really. Im very very touched.
Haha, i really hope we'll be able to maintain this friendship even after leaving secondary school too.
:D

Today, i really missed cell a lot. I dont know. But i missed Keshia & Janice & Jasmine & Raina & Cordelia so so so much.
Hahahah.

OKAY DADDY'S BACK IN SINGAPORE.
Gotta let the computer rest before he starts scolding.
Goodbye.

P/s, i changed the blog skin.
Got annoyed by the many diff things of a blogskin.
So decided to keep it simple & easy.
Sissy's doing it too. & yes i copied her.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

12 September 2008

2008-09-12T09:13:00.002+08:00

I am in love with the song "You Reign" by Hillsong United.
Haha.
I lost touch with worship songs for a while.
But after watching Dark Funeral, i am spooked.
And further spooked upon watching more backward songs.

Mom bought my favourite cake last night, but i just didnt enjoy it last night.
Im gonna have it later on again, hopefully i will enjoy it.
Somethings wrong with me. I'm having a mixture of feelings.

Having tuition later.
Im looking forward to learning more things.

I am not in the study mood too.
Guess im gonna stay home today to wait till Dad comes back from his retreat.
Maybe i should go out to study.
Hmmmm.
But nah, i have something else much more important to do.

Okay.
I have to get ready soon.

Just let me fly...

11 September 2008

2008-09-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

I am not in the mood for anything at all.

I just wanna sleep the whole day

& i am just reminded that i have tuition tomorrow.

I feel tired, tired of everything.

Schoolwork hasn't been killing me.

Something else which i am not too sure of is killing me.

I feel like bombing everything up.

I wanna let everything out here. But no can do.

Im not gonna do that.

Anyway.

I thought i would've a lot of pictures for today.

But nooooo.

I was wrong.

MY FREAKING CAMERA WAS LOW BATTERY!

It couldnt even be switched on.

But whatever.

So NOOOO PICTURES.

Damn sad right. Whatever.

Well,

Had Pastamania.

I didnt enjoy my food at all.

Then moved on for movie.

Watched

Death Race.

I rate it, 2 thumbs up.

Very very very good.

Then we moved on to watch,

Bangkok Dangerous.

It was nice. But Death Race was nicer.

Afterwards, Sissy & I left.

Met Mom at Vivo. Bought our favourite cake.

& headed home to celebrate Sissy's birthday.

I was just wondering, how nice it would've been, if you were there. If you there to join me, to share the happiness, the sad times, the stressful moments. Someone told me she admired me for my perseverance, but i beg to differ. I think it's stupid, childish and silly.

I'm tired of waiting, but i wont give up.

11SEPTEMBER2008

2008-09-11T09:28:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS 11SEPTEMBER 2008!

But before i make my shoutout.
I have have have to update on last night.

So,
Ariel darling came over.
& credits to Sissy for the pictures.

Exclusive, Ariel Darling & I.

NOW ITS TIME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

ABBY

&

BEN.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!

This ugly looking thing on top there is my DIY birthday present + a birthday letter i wrote to Sissy. I'm not a DIY person, so she's very honoured & happy.
There are pictures of David Archuleta (Sissy's future husband) & Sissy.
Haha.

We'll be going out for a movie marathon later on.
Together with the guys.
I promise pictures. :D

Alrighteeee.

GOODSBYES.

Wednesday; 100908

2008-09-10T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody.
Today is the 10th September 2008

Tomorrow would be 11 September 2008.
Special day for SOMEBODY....

ITS SISSY'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!
Rejoice!!
*jumps around*

I have something up my sleeve but im not posting it up yet just in case it reads this & she finds out what im gonna do. Then the surprise would all be gone :(:(:(

But anyway.

Had Geography paper today.
I didnt do that well. I didnt know how to do quite a number of questions.
I feel like slapping myself. I didnt study at all yesterday.
I had no mood to. I didnt feel like it. Didnt want to.
Stupid stupid stupid.

Ariel is arriving in approximately 4 to 5 hours
I AM HAPPY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Anyway. IM WAITING FOR GOSSIP GIRL'S S2 EP 2 TO COME OUT!!
My hair is growing white already ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am waiting for kirk to finish his A math paper & come online to send me a url.
GOSH GOSH GOSH.
I'm so excited. I cant wait.
Stupid.

Im like always waiting.
Always waiting for videos to come out.
Always waiting for people when they're late.
Always waiting for you, Carl.

Tuesday; 090908

2008-09-09T16:45:00.003+08:00

Haha, i just find it so so so amusing. Really.

I wonder why so many people out there even try to break my friendship with Yunting apart.
Isn't it absurb? Lol.

This....

Is not the first time such kinda thing happened.

Hahaha.
First of all, i feel so pathetically sad for this "faker" because, this person obviously is not professional.
Try harder next time yeah, kiddo?

Haha.
Well before even trying to "fake" my personality.
KNOW ME WELL.

I guess its quite obvious that that aint my typing style man.
I welcome much more people to do such things again.
I cant wait to see what you people have got up your sleeves.

I find it super entertaining.
Hahaha.

Oh btw, my friends know i seldom use vulgarities, unless i damn pissed off.
So...,

Try harder yeah. :D

Haha, really i wonder why people try to break us apart.
Jealousy. I smell jealousy.. Hahaha. You guys jealous that such best friend ship exists in my relationship with her but not yours? =)
Sadly for you, i guess nobody would want a faker for a best friend, aye?

I am like the cat, & you are like the frog. Lol.
Trying to be a disguise of me.

To end this post to you, i have an animation just for you.

Tuesday; 090908

2008-09-09T15:01:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHA.
Im back to blog. Its been soooo long.
I hate the weekends when i dont get to use the computer.

Daddy just left for his retreat this morning.
I had 3 papers so far.
Monday, had Math paper 1, i would say it was manageable. :D
But had SS before that, weellllll, i dont think i'll do well. But im still trusting God for my desired results.

Today, i had Math Paper 2.
So-so la.

I remember what Kirk said yesterday.
Because the examination hall was air-conditioned.
Therefore we were all freezing inside.
He said..
"Cold until my pee also freeze already ahh!"

Hahahaha i laughed till my jaw almost dropped.

Anyway.
Updates.
Okay Friday was a totally ~~sinful~~ day.

First, went for tuition. Learnt plenty of great things.

Felt accomplished.

Then, kinda slacked in Yt's house for a while cause i knew kirk would be late.

I called Kirk at about 215pm.

"Are you done yet?"

He replied:

"Changing"

Then i called him around 235pm

There was no response! & i knew he was bathing instead of changing. -.-

So of course, i slacked around in Yt's house la. Instead of waiting for him in Bishan.

Things have to change a bit once in a while.

So he waited for me this time. With Ben though. Ben came along & Kirk did not enjoy it at all.

Because Ben & I teamed up to mock him about _____. (His awful past)

So we studied at...

This is Kirk & Ben, studying.

A while later, these girls came in

They made so much noise, i wanted to scream at them.
Well typical lower secondary girls anyway.

The scenery at Long John Silver

The little boy at the back you see, is super duper cute.

This is Ben, he's a half korean & i only found out on Friday. -.-

Kirk showing off his iphone.

Random.

Kirk trying to act feminine.

Ben bought this from Ebay.
Its gum.
When asked why, he said he had nothing to do.
He's the best man. Lol.

Then Sissy came.
We went to S-11 to watch Kirk eat his meal. -.-

Then we decided to go to Bras Basah to get some book.

Me, Kirk & Ben.

Emo Kirk.

Sleepy Ben.

Sissy is so small and cute!!

This is Kirk's one and only talent, besides being a sucker.
Placing a coin in between his knuckles.

After doing much walking. We went to Raffles Place.
The guys wanted to get fooood.

Ben & Kirk caught in the act.
Eh eating in trains fine $500!!!

*Interruption*
Something happened in the train today while i was on my way home.
But to respect the privacy of the victim, i shall keep his/her identity disclosed.
But, it's super super super super funny.

Yum yum, huh ben?
Lol.

THE END.

Saturday.

Stayed home, watched teeveeeee.
Hehehehehehe & basically did no studying :(

Sunday.

Went for church.
Played with my darling Ariel in the morning. :D

Then went for Lunch at Uncle's Restaurant. It's still my NO.1 fav! :D

Then went to meet Kirk at Parkway again.
He was a good half hour late. URGH.
When i reached Parkway. He was only waiting for the bus. & It's the first bus. He has to change bus.

So anyway. Studied at the library for a while.
Then went to Mos Burger to study.
Hahahahahahahaha.
Something really funny happened.
But im lazy to type it down cause its a long story.

But anyway.
After studying, with much of my persuation. We had ICECREAM. HEHEHEHEHEHE.

My one & only Yoggi.

This late comer, had Durian.

We took the ice cream and walked around Parkway Parade.
Kirk shopped.
Then he bought Sushi.
Then we bus-ed home.

Went home, celebrated Sissy's birthday.
Had Seafood. :D:D:D:D:D

THE END.

Friday; 050908

2008-09-05T10:17:00.002+08:00

I am fatigue. :(

I have been thinking quite a lot last night.
Stupid weakness. I should get rid of this habit.
"Excessive thinking"

I wanna quickly get over & done with O levels.
It's killing me. I'm beginning to get worried.
Sigh.

I dont even have a goal. I dont even know what i want to do in Poly.
Gawd.

Goals are essential for roads.
If i dont have a goal, how would i get on the road?
I'm like stuck. Really really stuck.

I mean duh, of course i know i have to do well for O levels.
But ultimately, what am i going to do after O levels?
That's the question i've been asking myself for a longggg time now.

Ahh well.
I'm having tuition later on.
I wish i could blog forever.
I feel so tired, i dont feel like doing anything or think about anything.
But that's impossible.

After tuition, i have to rush my beautiful ass down to Bishan.
Meeting Kirk & maybe Ben.

Ytd night was a horror.
I never want that to happen again.
& no, i'm not stressing.

I should've kissed you.

Thursday; 040908

2008-09-04T10:55:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm back to update.
At first i thought i wouldn't be touching the notebook again.
But in the end, everything is back to normal.
It's a long story.

Anywayyyys.
I'm staying home today.
Boring boring boring.
Georgina, Vanessa & Anna are going to meet Cheryl Tean now.
Walao eh. She's damn hot manzxzxzxzx.
& she has the same name :D:D:D

Okay anyway.
Yesterday.
Just when i board the bus, i called to inform Kirk.
& he said.

"Whoa, okay i'll leave my house now"

Then like 20mins later, he called.
"Eh where are you now?"

For a minute there, he shocked me, i thought he reached or smth.
I was like "Uh, still far. Are you there yet?"

He said "No, i just left my house."

-.-

So i said..
"I thought you had already left your house?"

He replied:
"Oh yeah. I met with some obstacles on my way out........"

Obstacles...
The obstacles he faced with was...

TRANSFERRING HIS RINGTONE TO HIS NEW HANDPHONE.
>:@

&&&&& his new handphone is gorgeous! (this explains why im complaining now)

So anyway, i thought i would've to wait for him, but apparently he waited for me. :)

He called & asked me where i was when i was about half way there & he kept asking me to be specific. -.-
Reason why is because, he has a freaking map on his HANDPHONE!

At first i didnt know he had a new phone till he board the bus, then he was like
"EH SEE!"

WALAO EH.
So he started bragging all about it. Why? Because there's a Bible installed in his phone, a Dictionary & 8GB MP3.
But i would prefer his 80GB IPOD.

Of course i hinted at him regarding his 80GB IPOD. :D
But.. Failed. -.-

Anyway.
We reached Marine Parade & we went to the market to have our lunch. :D
Though it was like 4pm when we reached.
Fine, early dinner.

Had the Famous Pontian Wanton Noodle.
My fav.

No pictures, cos i was STARVING!

Then we went over to get some stuff from Popular. Or rather i wanted some stuff.
He was a total freak there. I very much wanted to hide my face some place else.
He was acting like a total retard.

Again, no pictures cos i totally forgot about it.

Then we went to MacDonalds to study.
& this was all i did during the first half hour.
I starred into space & ate ice cream. Lol

I only did this one question.
& it wasn't my revision. I learnt it from kirk & he almost wanted to commit suicide.

He decided not to be the Boss of MacDonalds anymore.
He decided to be the President of Moscow. :D

Presenting..
His new phone..
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.
.
.
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IPHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We didn't really commited ourselves to studying though.
We were talking & talking & talking. (But at least we did some work, i'm consolling myself)
From talking about christianity to satanist to music to australia to everything.
(Great, talking about the devil, the devil appears. Talking to me online. -.-)

After studying for 4 hours, with of course much distractions. Lol.
Both of us got restless.
& we went to have....

This is of course with much of my pestering, he finally agreed to icecream.
:D:D:D

Hahahahaha, i guess its easy to guess which belongs to whom.

This is of course mine.
1 scoop. Yoggi. Good enough to make me full.
:D

This is my favourite favourite favourite icecream.
Yunting introduced it to me & i instantly fell in love with it. :D
Introduced it to mommy too. & he fell in love with it too. :D
Only my brother hates it -.-

Then we went shopping.
Or rather HE went shopping.
We walked around & looked at clothes & realized the majority of Parkway Parade's shops are female clothing lines. Lol. =/

But anw he bought one top.
I bought nothing. -.-

Then he went off & i went to look for Dad & Mom.
Sat through their meeting for a while & found out some stuff.
Super super super happy. I totally cant wait till Os end!
WHOO!

Happy happy happy!

Okay goodbye. :D
I shall bug kirk to help me download some songs now.
TOODLES.

Wednesday; 030908

2008-09-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

I feel so damn stupid. Damn stupid.

I freaking didnt know that two of the cast of Dreamgirls were actually Jamie Foxx & Jennifer Hudson.

I officially lovelovelovelovelovelove Jennifer Hudson. Her voice is DAMN POWER.

I am so obsessed with the whole show. Beyonce & Jennifer Hudson have the best vocals.
This whole show is so vocal !!!!
Love it love it love it. Whoooooooo~

Okay bye. I need to meet Yt to pass her something now.

Wednesday; 030908

2008-09-03T11:04:00.002+08:00

I have to upload this.
I have to!!!!!!!

Okay if you cannot see the conversation, please click on it.
This would be funny for friends who know Kirk too.

First of all, WHATS WITH HIS HORRENDOUS DP!
Obviously, either of the two guys is him.
He likes to put weird pictures up on his DP. & i know of a few weird things but i promise i wouldnt say. LOL.

Then first thing in the morning, he sent me a buzz. Annoying.
Nvm.

He started his twit language.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
Sorry, i had to cover the name part to cover the identity of someone that loves Kirk deeply when they were younger.
:D

Go figure!

Lol.

Yunting just reminded me that Gossip Girl is OUTTT!!
O.U.T! OUT!

I am super tempted to watch the movie. But no can do!
I cannot give in to temptation. Lol.
She's telling me about the show now.
Yunting is a bad influence. Bad bad bad. Lol.
Kidding! :D

Wednesday; 030908

2008-09-03T10:13:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello.
Im feeling happy.

Rina's tag made my day :D

Anyway.
I didn't go to Yunting's house yesterday.
I was super lazy :)
So stayed home, used the computer.
& the best part was,

I caught this movie..

Loved it loved it loved it a million.
Super super super loved it. Whoo.

I love the soundtrack & everything.
I remember i always wanted to watch this show. But i was too late.
Hahaha. I rem it came out last year.
Whoo. I loved it!

Whoo.

Didnt study at all yesterday.
I should slap myself.
I shouldn't have gone shopping at all.
It made me lose my study mood.
Damn it

Going out with Kirk later to study.
I hope we will really study though most of the time we end up talking rubbish.
I am a list of things to do. I'd better fulfill it later.

Yesterday that idiot (kirk) messaged me something that hit me deep.
He said..
"You are the kind of person that _______, aiyo, prepare to get hurt"

Hahaha, the blank part cannot be said because its very personal. Only close friends will know. But so far i haven't told anyone yet.

~~I had a very very weird dream last night but im not telling anybody.~~

Ahhhhh. Bored.
Okay bye. Blog later. :D

Tuesday; 020908

2008-09-02T13:13:00.002+08:00

Hello world.
It's been 4 days since i updated my blog.
Whoo.
I have so many things to say but i have to try to recall as much as possible.
I have a rusty memory :( too much space taken up for studies. :(

Let me start with Friday first.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU ANNALIZA! :D

Went out with Annaliza, of course, Vanessa, Georgina, Andrew, Samson, Yankai, Ammar, for Seoul Garden at Marina Square.

Okay, interruption. Just as i was about to upload my pictures from the camera. I realized those pictures taken were GONE. GONE. GONE. LOST.
I dont know where in the freaking world it went to. But yes, it's gone. Pictures of the food from Seoul Garden are alll GONE GONE GONE. Sad :(

Thankfully, there are pictures from Anna.

Okay these are the only two pathetic pictures from Seoul Garden.
Pictures of me alone, & no food. :(
Sadness.

But anyway, Andrew was sitting beside me, & i was so bimbotic.
Because i used my fork & spoon to peel my prawn shells
& Yt knows that prawns are my life. They are the best thing about food
&&& of course, being a normal singaporean. I took a lot of prawns.
Andrew got annoyed seeing me peel my prawns using fork & spoon so he VOLUNTEERED to help me peel my prawns. I repeat, VOLUNTEER :D
I didn't force him ahhhh. (Looks away)

& half way through eating. Anna & Vanessa disappeared from the table for a very very long time.
& we now found out, what they were doing at that point of time.

Vanessa was touching up & Anna was camwhoring.

So yes, basically i enjoyed myself at Seoul Garden.

Then we walked over to Esplanade's Gallery.
& this is us walking half way. We took a few pictures. :D

Cynthia came when we were about to finish our food.

Ahh & they were saying Samson & I looked like a couple, because our outfit were kinda matching. -.-

Anna & I, while i'm on the phone.

Yes, then we reached Esplanade. Practically did nothing but slacked & camwhored.

That's Ammar trying to prove that he's wayyyy much taller than us.
Eh! I was wearing my highest heel already manzxzxzxzx.

& this is a freaking candid shot.
Anna named this shot as "fight"
Hmmmmm... Why ahh?

Before this picture was taken, i was starring blankly into space & Andrew said i look like a very angry model. Lol. Like "WHERE'S MY PHOTOGRAPHER!?" WTH.

Then, Georgina came with her birthday present. The cake. :D

Anna was trying to act surprised.

Look at these 3 hungry guys.
Samson, Andrew & Ammar.

& here you see Yankai trying to run away from the camera. He is camera shy.

Vanessa, Anna, Me, Georgina.

The sinful cake.

& its owner.

Bad Andrew! Eye-ing on Anna's cake.

Yep, i thought they wanted to stay for baybeats.
But instead, we all walked over to Clarke Quay.
But i left half way. :D

This is a picture of us girls before leaving.

P/s, i know there's something wrong with the picture. Dont ask me anyth. I dont know why too. When i received it, it was already like that. =/

Yep, & on Saturday
I had a very fruitful time with my darling baby girl, Ariel. :D
No pictures cause, i totally forgot about taking pictures. I was busy spending quality time with my girl. :D

Sunday.
Went for church, played with Ariel again. :D:D
Went for lunch with whole extended family. No pictures again, cause i couldnt be bothered.
Dont ask why. Long story. Dont wanna be pissed.

Yep, afterwarsds went home & studied. :D

Monday (Yesterday)

Went to watch a movie, with Dad, Bro & Sis.

Watched,

It was a freaking waste of time & money.
Only Bro enjoyed it. Sissy, Dad & I almost fell asleep. -.-

Then we had lunch at..

Yes, Ajisen Ramen.

I have a thing for the design of the restaurant or whatever. I think its nice. :D

Then the starters came.
Terriyaki Chicken.

I totally forgot to take a picture of the rest because i was too engrossed with the fooood. Hehe.

Even the terriyaki chicken was taken half way. Lol.
There were two other starters. Fried squid & dont know what prawn.
Of course there would be prawns. Lol.

Then the main course came. Mine first.
Original Ramen. I forgot its name. =/

& this was their spoon. Super unique. So big!!

Sissy's Seafood Tom Yam

Her's was the best. Look at how she's enjoying her food.

Bro's seafood ramen. Nothing special about it.

Then the dessert came. Super delicious.

Ice Cream Pancake.

Then the ice cream.
This one's Green Tea ice cream.

This is the vanilla ice cream one. I personally prefer this one

This is the sweetening syrup for the ice cream.

Super cool. Sissy says it looks like liquour. Lol.

After that, went home to rest for a while.
Took a freaking long bus to Vivo City to meet Mom.
& shopped for a while.
Bought a few nice tops. Whoo. Happy.
& dad came to pick us up.

Today, i had my SPA.
Science Practical Assessment.
I totally screwed the physics part. I was enjoying myself during the Chemistry part.
I felt like a total bimbo. Damn it

But anw, my physics paper was totally blanked. My chemistry paper was filled with answers. Whoo.

Of course, i must thank Jeline for helping me with the last qns. HEHEHE. :D
Oh yes while being quarantined in the morning, Jeline & I chatted so much we wished we weren't taking the exam anymore. Haha, i am glad we had that conversation. She's helping me. Whooooo. With something & i'm not saying anything.
& i updated her with so many things that has been happening in my life.

I received a message from Raina. Super sweet.
It was a message of encouragment. Felt very touched. Missed them so much. :D
I'm thinking of meeting them some time this week. :D
Keshia still owes me a date :D:D

Okay i better end here.
I am going to Yunting's place in a while to study
& i am currently annoying kirk to send me songs.
Whoo.
Okay byebye.

2008-08-29T09:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, printscreen skills again.
I hope you guys can see what it says.
But anyway, it says.

"DATE NOW IS 290808. 45 MORE DAYS TO O LEVELS"

SCREW SCREW SCREW IT!
Actually by right, its 48 more days. (If im not wrong)
But the freaking 3 days wont make a freaking big difference anyway!

SCREW IT!
A FREAKING COUNTDOWN.
Im gonna freaking countdown. I need to start scaring myself to be scared.
SCREW IT.
Today is the last day im going out.
DAMN IT.

Friday; 290808

2008-08-29T09:17:00.003+08:00

BOOGAH!

I am currently watching a chinese ghost show now.
Its freaky but not scary. Hahah. In fact, it cannot be compared to any ghost movies screened now. Hahah.
This show has Karen Mok, Shu Qi & Jordan Chan.
All familiar faces.

So like, i'm awake so early because i have tuition later. :(
I have to be serious now. I am even getting tuition. Wow.
Hopefully I'll get A1 for math like Ong Yu Soon too.
(He's our class scorer for math)

OKAY.
So im like quite sleepy right now. Cause i slept around 1245am?
Was conferencing with Yunting & Kirk.
Kirk told ben (another classmate), "wait, talk to you later, i'm listening to yunting & cheryl gossip"
(They were skype-ing)

WALAO EH.
What a word. Gossip.

SPEAKING OF WHICH....

GOSSIP GIRL IS COMING OUT IN 2 MORE DAYS.
GOSSIP GIRL GOSSIP GIRL!!!! :D:D:D

Yunting just reminded me last night.
&&&& if you are interested, go read Yunting's blog,
CLICK HERE.

She wrote her own short story about GG with the pictures provided by CW TV. (I think)
Lol.

Sorry, interruption.
The show is pissing me off. How can a ghost actually kiss with a human?
How nasty...
Eww.
Not realistic!
Boo.

ANYWAY.
I hope the tuition later is beneficial.
Cause like prelims is in 1 week!

&&& i'm meeting like one whole gang of people later on.
Georgina, Vanessa, Annaliza, Andrew, Yankai, Samson, Carmen & others that i'm not very sure of. Lol.

I cant say the plans for today because its supposed to be a surprise. But i promise lotsa pictures. :D

I'll upload them asap.
Though i doubt i can do that over the weekend. But tues is the best time i would blog again.
Muahahahaha.

OKAY DOKIE.
That's about it.
I shall go get ready for my tuition now. Though its still quite early.
Okay bye.

Thursday; 28o8o8

2008-08-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello. I have nothing much to blog about actually.
But since i have nothing to do, why not?

So anyway,
the girlies asked me out for a celebration tmr.
But, approval from parents are not confirmed yet. :(
Yes, i know doesn't it just clash with what you have in mind?

"Cheryl? Asking for permission to go out? Are you sure?"

Yes, i am. I have to ask for permission if i can hang out now.
Because, its the O level year & my parents have been really strict.
No more late nights. No more slacking nights with friends.
No more stay-over.
No more anything. NO NO NO. :(

But it isn't that bad la.
I'm still surviving it.
I just cant wait for O levels to end. I have so many things lined up.
I have to make a list of these activities, just in case i forget.
But there are 2 things i would NEVER forget.

1. (Secret)
2. Oschool lessons with Jeline. :D

Damn it, i'm super positive after my O levels & during the holidays by next year febuary or january, i would lose weight & gain back my weight at the beginning of the year.
WHOO!

I have been eating more than usual due to stress. & i have not been working out so my metabolism rate is super low.
This metabolism rate thingy is taught by Theon, cool huh.
Hahaha being an f&n student & i didnt know what metabolism rate was, i should be ashamed.
(WHATEVER)

Ah! I said i have nothing to blog about, but it seems like i have so many things to say.

Okay so anyway, i couldnt get to sleep last night.
I kept thinking about certain stuff. Hahaha.
Perhaps i had too much on my mind.

I was walking around Causeway Point with Vanessa & Sissy today.
Then i walked into this gift shop & i saw a Best Friend Keychain.
Reminded me of my special friend. The most special friend in my life.
Hahaha, i miss her so much. But apparently, somehow, we're not talking anymore. & i dont even know why. I wish i could turn back time. I realized that, we only stopped talking at the beginning of this year.

Jolene asked me today,
"Which is the one year that you think you had the most fun in PHS?"

My answer: 2008.

Really. I love my class this year. I guess this year was the best year i ever had in PHS. Perhaps cause of the different new people i met. :D
Including the JJ Fair this year, i'm so blown away.

But if you were to ask me, which is the one year i would want to return to?
I would want to return to the years that Janice & I were the bestest of best friends.

Really.

Hahaha, i wish she was reading this, but there's no way she'll even see this.
So whatever.

BOO HOO. Cheryl dont be a cry baby.
I aint crying :D

Oh yes! On the way back home today.
I saw this adult. Woman. She was with her daughter.
& she was bad-mouthing about the 3 of us (vanessa, sissy & i) to her daughter.
The best part was, she was looking at us, & she was pointing at us!
&&&& it was not like she was a very far distance away from us.
She was just right in front of us!!
Amazing isn't it?
Havent you heard? Teenagers are the fiercest people on the planet!

Omg. I was freaking pissed, i kept starring at her. Seriously, i hate LOATHE such people.
She was POINTING AT US!
Damn it. Then she was like, judging us.
"Look at her socks, look her at bag, look at the way she wears her uniform"

WHAT IN THE WORLD!
Auntie, haven't you heard of ANKLE SOCKS?
Auntie, haven't you seen a pink puma bag before?
Auntie, my uniform was perfect. It wasn't tucked out or whatever. & it's not like my school skirt was very short. It was knee-length & i dislike wearing short skirts, i dont have nice legs to show.

Apparently, honestly, i dont see any flaw on the 3 of us that she has to badmouth us about. Really. I was so pissed off, i kept starring at her. I almost wanted to walk up to her. I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF, vanessa had to keep calming me down. I AM DAMN PISSED OFF NOW TOO.

URGH.
Damn! Last friday, i saw a weird couple at their 40s cursing & swearing at one another.
Today, i see another "WEIRD AUNTIE"
WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Okay bye. I said too much.

2008-08-27T19:05:00.001+08:00

I am happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy. :D:D

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
But its a secret. Not telling, not telling.

Just came back from studying.
Sissy came along too.
I love love love love love her manzxzxzxzxzx.
Muahahahahahaahahahaha.

& kirk is the best advisor.
(i hope)

OKAY BYE.

2008-08-27T13:44:00.002+08:00

I have to stop this. Screw this shit.
I am watching this show right now & it's getting into me!!
Damn it. I have to stop letting my emotions flow while watching movies!
Stop stop stop!

Anyway.
I just reached home from ENGLISH PAPER PRELIM2.
It sucked to the core. To me, paper 2 was darn challenging.
& i screwed paper1 all up.
Section 1 of paper 1, i did a story on perserverance.
I wrote almost the same thing as what i wrote about for Prelim1.
But this time round, it definitely wasn't as good as i didn't put my heart into the thing. I didnt feel like writing the story.

& section 2 of paper 1, was total shit.
I didn't know how to write a newsletter. Despite my efforts of trying real hard to learn how to write it yesterday, it failed. -.-

So im home now.
Feeling a tiny winy bit moody.
I dont know why too. Perhaps the rain corrupted my mood.

Walked home in the rain & i couldnt help but think about Carl. Haha.
Pathetic. Stupid. Yes. That's me.

Meeting Terence & Aidan in like one hour's time to study.

How about dancing in the rain?
She really needs you here.

2008-08-26T11:58:00.003+08:00

Hello every-bod-aye.

I am not in school today :D:D:D:D:D

Skipped school? Yes, i admit.
I need to study for english. I need to know how to write a freaking newspaper article!

Anyway. My sunday was great.
Paradise band came. :D

Yes, my MARK ANDERSON CAME!!
(he's the 2nd picture fella)

& Jaye Liubinskas is my inspiration. I love love love her.
(uh, i dont have a picture of her, but i love herrrrr)

Their new album,
I WANT WANT WANT WANT :D

So like once i saw them, i text-ed Raina. Haha.
They came in the beginning of the year too. & i had that exact same picture of Mark A.
Ahhhhh, he's hot in person. I wanted to take a picture with him then, but i had no guts.
This time round, i too wanted to take a picture with the whole band again, butttttt still no guts. :(
Damn it.

Raina was so cute. She was like "Hey, rem in the beginning of the year when they came, we were saying the exact same thing!"
HAHAHAHA.
We both wanted Mark A. for ourselves.

Gosh gosh gosh gosh. I love Paradise Band.

Okay, kirk just told me a good news. But whether or not he's reliable....... I'm not too sure. Bastard

Anyway Ariel darling was by my side the whole time on sunday. :D
Or rather, with mom's side. Mom was carrying her & she was sleeping the whole time! Hahaha,
till like the later part then she woke up & made me go play with her. She is so cheeky! :D
But, i love her :D

Great, kirk just replied.

"Joking la dumb so gullible"

PATHETIC.
BASTARD.

Anyway.
Had lunch with my Aunt, Grandma & Mom at Airport's Sakae Sushi.
Sorry, not much pictures, was too engrossed with eating.
But, i took something unique.
HEHE.

My aunt ordered some steamboat thingy.
The name's really funny
Called "maninabe" or something. All i remember is that it sounds crude.
Hahaha.

The unique thing about it is that its a steamboat, but there was no pot!
It uses PAPER!
Unique ayeeeeee.
I likeeee.
But i didn't like the soup. Wasn't my kinda taste.

After that, went to Grandparents' place for a while.
Watched teevee, then went to pick Dad up from his meeting.

Somehow, i fell ill in Grandparents' place. Half way watching teevee, i had very very bad migraine.

& adding on to the long car-ride. (2 hours, cause we were at one end of sg & dad was at the other), everything just got worse. i started feeling nausea.

Yep. So basically i was darn ill.

Went for dinner at

Crystal Jade.
I like Crystal Jade. I think its nice. =)

That's the people that produced me. :D
My mom & my dad. :D
The two people that i cannot live without.

That's my lil' brother.
:D

Sissy was the one that took the pictures.

& this is I, that at that moment had no interest in taking pictures at all.

FOOOOOD.
Prawns, Spinach, Soup.

Then there's the meat.
Char siew, chicken & duck. Small portion, but great taste.

Tea & Soup.

The 2nd best. PRAWNS!

THE BEST. FISH.

Hahahaha. I love love love it.

This is brother's creation. Sissy calls it, acupuncture. Lol.

He used the fish bones & poked it into the prawn.
Well well well, this is what kids' do. Don't they?
Even we love to play with food when we were younger. Hahah.

So yes! That was my weekend.
Okay i'm done here. I'm gonna hafta study. :D

GOODBYE EARTHLINGS!!

2008-08-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

I am extremely bored.

Gawdddd...

I think i'm should forbid myself from watching television or movies already.

All i did today was watch teevee, basically HBO.

So it was like movie marathon the whole day.

Watched,

The fast, the furious - Tokyo Drift.

Yes, it's my first time watching the show.

Again, I say, call me slow, whatever. HEHE.

I never liked the show.

But todayyyyy, i fell in love with it.

(Though i didn't really like the main lead's accent)

Anyway.

Bow Wow was in the show!!

Cutecutecute!! :D

Yankai thinks Bow Wow is a silly name, sounds like a dog name.

Azzz..

Cute..

Okay enough..

Anyway, the reason why i say i have to forbid myself from watching movies is because i realize i get myself emotionally too involved in the movies. Hahaha, sounds crazy isn't it? But it's true!!

In this show, 'Han' is a good guy. (I dont really understand his character) But, he died! &&&& it's so so so sad. I mourn over his death the whole day. -.-

Yep its a sad thing.

Anyway, this car. Super super super hot. Gawd.

Really.

Though driven by a sucker & a so-not-hottie, but the car itself, does wonders.

Okay.

I'm done.

Byeeeee.

2008-08-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, call me dumb. Whatever.

Slow, whatever. -.-

Hahahaha.

I wanted to learn how people did the print screen thingy. I mean, it's pretty obvious. Like just press print screen la. But yeah, everything i press it, nothing happens. That's why i kinda got fed up. LOL.

So, i was talking to Seeun in one convo. & Yankai & Samson in another convo.

So i asked all three of them.

Samson said something nonsensical.

(Sorry ah, the picture isn't that good. First time laaaa.)

Yes, that was what he said. -.-

At least that shows i still have brains.

But anyway, so yankai as you can see, told me how to do it.

& Seeun too. (I promised i'd still credit her)

Seeun keeps laughing at me. GRRR.

Anyway, reason why i wanted to learn how to PRINTSCREEN, was because i found it very useful. HEHEHEHEH. New thing learnt. So you guys gotta prepare seeing a lot of new "printscreen" pictures. HEHEHEHE.

Anyway another reason is to explain why i'm still at home.

I'm supposed to go do some sports with the guys today.

Guys = Yankai, Samson & Andrew.

But, things got different this morning. We wanted to play badminton, but all the courts were booked. So Andrew suggested Kennard's place where we can swim too.

But things got cancelled because i cannot swim. It's that i'm that stupid okay! I'm having "that-time-of-the-month" YES, PERIODS LA!

So then Yankai, Samson & I still wanted to play badminton but we realized it was no point, because, here in woodlands, is raining. & over at Samson's place, which is Hougang, is raining too. & Yankai's place was about to rain. So we checked the weather forecast. HEHEHEHE.

(My brilliant idea)

& we found out that...

If you cannot see it, it actually shows the map of Singapore & every location with an indication to show the weather of the area. & Apparently, every area in Singapore will be raining. -.-

That's why the 3 of us are stuck at home now.

Then, i suggested going on Tuesday.

But, i found out that...

& you must see this one.

My conversation with the guys.

Okay super funny.

Now my sis chasing after me alr.

She wants to use the comp.

BYEBYE.

2008-08-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

I am bored bored bored.

Bored bored bored bored.

Bored.

Hope my blog songs are nice. :D

Hope you guys like it.

These few songs are my current obsession.

I'm love with those songs. I have to listen to it before i sleep or else, i can't get to sleep.

Okay fine, i'm kidding. But i just love these songs.

& i'm not a selfish person, i like to shareeee.

My previous blog song is

SUM 41 - PIECES.

That's for Keshia & all you who wanted to know. :D

(Sorry, i know i was supposed to msg you, but i keep forgetting to)

Found these pictures on boyfriend's blog.

That sucker, didn't know she took shots of meeee.

If you're wondering who my boyfriend is, she the korean girl.

JANG SE EUN. The sickening under-2o-point-to-JC-girl.

These pictures were taken on Yunting's Birthday. :D

Damn, i love my hair. Dont laugh!

Whoa, i wish i could go on blogging, but i have nothing much to talk about already.

OH YES YES. I JUST REMEMBERED!

Today, when Kirk, Sissy & myself were walking to the MRT station.

We walked past this couple. I'd say they should be in their 40s if i'm not wrong.

Should have children alr. They were at the drink stall.

& they started arguing over a drink. -.-

Then the guy suddenly said

"Aiyah, everytime quarrel with you is like that one la! I fard you ah!"

Then the wife shouted:

"I then Fu*k you ah! ......"

At first, we all didn't realize the man said fu*k, till his wife said it.

HAHAHAHA.

He pronounced it as, FARD.

Automatically, the 3 of us turned to look at each other & started laughing.

Adults.... HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Then kirk act smart & say "I doubt they even know the meaning of fu*k"

Sissy said "Aiyah! Just go get a room, husband & wife afterall. Go fu*k go fu*k!"

Me? Laughed all the way. Lol.

Kirk kept opposing to the "I" in front of the fard you.

He said you should just say "fu*k you". Bodoh.

Hahahahahahaha.

Okay.

Byeeeee.

Screw it.

2008-08-22T20:14:00.003+08:00

Screw it. I should've known better. I should've known that watching the videos would make me think of you. But no, i tried to out-beat my own intelligence. Thinking that i would be able to get over it, i watched the videos. Stupid stupid stupid me. I should've known. I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have. Now i regret it. I wish time could pass faster. I wish God would grant my wish, my prayer. It's stupid of me, call me foolish, call me desperate, whatever. I really really really like you. I wish you were here. I really wish you were here. & no, i'm not giving up.

2008-08-22T16:03:00.003+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!! :D

Today..
Skipped school, with Sissy. Met Kirk for...

Woke him up at 730am.
&& he told me rubbish like..

"Gimme 12 more minutes. I go warm up first"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. A random 12. Then a random warm up. -.-

Then, at 8am, he smsed me, "DAMN early"

I replied "ARE YOU AWAKE YET!!!!"

His reply: "Something like that"

HAHAHAHAHA.
What a sentence. Something like that. -.-

Sissy,

Kirkzzzz,

No pictures of meeeee, becauseeeeee, I can't do self-portraits. Hehehe.

Then walked over from Prata House to

Thomson Plaza..

Had to climb a bridge over to Thomson Plaza.
We combed the whole area looking for a place to study.
But apparently, Kirk didn't do his homework before suggesting Thomson Plaza.
GRRRR.

So, we had to walk back.
Meanssss, i have to climb the bridge again :(

Climbed up this flight of stairs :(

(I know, i'm lazy laaa)

Bored people do stupid things.

Walked down these stairs.

Took a bus to Toa Payoh to study. Went to MacDonalds.

Question: Who in the world drinks Hot Coffee with a STRAW?!?!?!?
Answer: Kirk Zhang.

Question: Who drinks Sprite right after drinking Hot Coffee?
Answer: Kirk Zhang.

Question: Who is the boss of MacDonalds?
Answer:

Reason:

Wearing a MacDonald Tee-Shirt

HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay whatever.

Anyway.
We stayed there from like 9am till about 2pm.

Only studied a tiny winy bit. :(
We kept talking & talking & talking &talking.
=/

After that, went over to Bishan to meet Anna, Vanessa & Carmen.
Took some stuff & left for home.
So here i am, home :D

Boring boring boring.
I am in the study mood today.
But, i'm so sleepy, i cannot study. :(
My brain is not working.

I need to exercise! I'm growing F.A.T.
Grrrr.
Okay that's about it. I have nothing much to say

GOODBYE PEOPLE.

Make me a memory

2008-08-21T16:55:00.003+08:00

WHOO!
I finally changed my blogskin.
This is a temporary one, till i find a nicer one
I'm running out of time y'see.
Ive been using the computer too much it's taking up my nap time. :(

Anywayyyyyyy
School has been a dread. Really.
You can never understand how miserable life is now.

I never understand why kirk always has pictures of weird people on his dp.
(Sorry, random. Cos he just pm-ed me)
I promised not to mention his previous picture, so i'm gonna shut up, though it's really really hilarious.
His current picture is CST. Go figure! I'll be sued if i write down this person's full name.

My pinky hurts from sparring with Sissy today. Ouch.
Sissy & I always try to challenge one another, so yes.
It's a friendly thing & everybody around always laugh upon seeing us spar. -.-

Kirk is trying to psycho me not to go to school tmr. What a sucker.

Anyway, VANESSA!
I stole your idea. :D:D
That playlist thing of yours, works wonders. WHOO.
I like i like. That Samson ah, gave me Ripway.
Sucks big time!

Urghhhh school... Urghhhhh.
I can't help but get depress that there's ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL.
I know, you must be thinking, "hell, it's just one more week"
But it makes a lot of difference man.
Waking up at like 6am every day. Damn it.

School today was boring.
Had lecture lecture lecture.
Super boring can.

Prelims next week, i'm not ready.
No i'm not ready!!

Stupid Kirk keeps getting me to skip school tmr.
Stupid stupid stupid. Bad influence la you!

Okayyyy
I better stop here.
I need to nap, then study.
GOODBYE FREAKS :D

Carlcarlcarlcarlcarlcarlcarl. :D

I keep falling..

2008-08-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

My mood now is beyond description.
I feel so drained out. Sigh.

Nevermind.

Just last Sunday,
i had a very fruitful time with darling Ariel :D
That little girl, made me walk all the way to the front to get her a balloon
GRRR.

&&
When she drop her sweet, its obvious that it has become dirty
I forbade her to have it, she cried so loud like i was torturing her!
That cutie.
Hahahaha, it was only that moment that i couldn't control her, that Daddy had to come in to help.
Haha, thankfully Daddy was around the vicinity, else i think everybody would be starring at me.

Ahhhh, i love her so much, i can't wait for Oct, when she'll stay over again :D

Anyways
Heard a piece of news that made me jump for joy on Sunday.
I am so so so keen. Hehehehehehehehehehehehe.

Ahhhh oh well.
I dread school.
Things went hay-wired. We all have to be back at school.
I refuse to comment on the whole saga.

Aiyah talking about school makes me annoyed.
Oh well, i shall study la.

Okay goodbye.

P/s, i feel happy now, found lotsa nice pictures. MUAHAHAHA.

I told you i had a fragile heart...

2008-08-16T08:02:00.003+08:00

I ought to like punch myself in the face.
I took a lot of medication last night, but i dont know why i didnt sleep well at all.
Screw the medication, no use!!

I'm still feeling uncomfortable right now. Stupid.
& i am up so early!
I dont know why too.
I woke up at 735AM!

I'm still brooding over the news told last night.
I need to consult people! Adults that is.
Boo.

Aiyah i am bored bored bored.
& i can't go back to sleep because my hair is wet.
I went to bathe once i woke up.
No idea why too. Stupid medication.
Made me go haywire too. -.-

Georgie georgie!
Get well soon! :D

Okay randomness.
Byebye.

AHHH!
I finally thought of stuff to do.
Okay gonna get busy. BYEBYEBYEBYE.

dance me to eternal sleep.

2008-08-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

I am now done with my work

& i am one happy girl :D

Yes, before i forget.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA!! :D

*SINGS HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG*

You! Be honoured. See you next wk :D

2008-08-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings
I have decided to take the time off now to blog.
I am annoyed by a lot of situations surrounding me now, but whatever.
I shall now devote my time to blogging

I just finished eating 3 packets of

POCKY!

Can you resist it!!

I love love love pocky! Especially strawberry :D
Did you know that Pocky was first sold in 1966!!
I didn’t know POCKY was that o.l.d.
But whatever, it’s still my love :D

My aunt says I’m like a baby, but whatever!
Everybody has a lil’ baby in them, aint that right!

Yunting has been trying to persuade me to get my brains back on track.
I’m giving up on the subject. But I can’t. I’ve to hang in there.

Okay, I am almost done, except for one little tiny sector, which I have no idea would take me how long to finish it.

Anyway.
I received news from people, regarding the management board.
I find it dumb & stupid & pathetic & ridiculous & insane & blah blah blah.
I wish I can go on rambling about it, but I have to make sure I write no names down in order not to get SUED.

I feel like I’ve been cheated, I feel like we’ve all been cheated. & no way! Are WE going to be YOUR guinea pigs. You people don’t spare a thought for us at all. Sure, you say you do care, you care about our future, so then why are you trying out new things on us when it may backfire! It’s not working! Y’all shouldn’t be trying it out on us! This is unfair! I seriously wonder if the higher authority knows about all these things you’ve been trying to get us to do. I really wonder if they are aware about the situations happening in here. I am thinking about making this whole thing big. & mark my words, I will & I can.

Whatever~
Pissed off. Okay doodle, I shall not sulk on such irrelevant situations of life.

Okay I shall get back to doing my work, 
I shall blog again later if I feel like it.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Dear you,
I hope you koow, that I really do miss you so.
Carlcarlcarlcarl.

2008-08-14T13:31:00.003+08:00

Hullo earthlings!

I managed to pull my lazy ass out of the house ytd.
& i arrived super early.
Probably phobia of waiting for people already.
Last Sunday, i went out with Drew.
I waited for him for almost 2 hours.
Gosh.

That annoying kirk, msged me telling me not to be late.
But, he himself ended up being late!!

That sucker, this is the 2nd time he made me wait for him.

Anyways.

Watched,

Super super super funny!
Jessica Alba is damn damn damn hot! :D:D
Justin Timberlake looks like crap in this movie, but still, WHOO! :D

Then after the movie, went to study at

Yup. You can see their hardworking staff there.

Sissy & I had Salsa Dip.

Kirk had..

Brownie.
BROWNie.. :D
If you dont get the joke, feel free to call me.
Only classmates'll understand why upon explaining

Sissy & Kirk, STUDYING.
Obviously, I wasn't studying. I was taking the pictures :D

& then Sissy started to take over.

Kirk don't act camera-shyyyyy :D

My darling Sissy. :D

Annoying kirk with his act-cool MacDonald Tee-Shirt.

Then Sissy & I trained to VivoCity to meet Mom.
Then Dad came to pick us then home-sweet-home :D

This Morning.

We all woke up super early, like 7am.
The whole family went out for breakfast.

But the feeling seems different.

Sissy took the above picture, nice isn't it?

Random :D

Sissy took the pictures.
Guess that is her dream house. -.-

We practically traveled the whole of Singapore too.
Went to Amk for breakfast.
Then drove past Bishan, Red Hill, Queenstown, then a lot of other places, till we reached HarbourFront. Dropped mommy off.

Then Dad dropped Bro, Sis & I at Bedok
Then we took a bus home. A freaking 45min bus ride
Damn

Yep that's about it.

Today is going to be a boring day. I'm gonna stay at home & study & use the computer.

Okie dokie
Goodiebye. :D

2008-08-13T13:08:00.001+08:00

4TH POST!!
I am lazy lazy lazy.

Very very very very lazy.

Meeting Kirk at dhoby at 3pm. :(
I am lazy lazy lazy.
I dont feel like going out at all.
Boo boo boo boo boo.

Okay byebye.
Time to get ready
Toodles.

2008-08-13T11:53:00.002+08:00

This is my third post in a row. I can't stop blogging.
I'm addicted :D

ANYWAY.
Yt is awake! HAHAHAHAHA.
:D

Hey bestie, dont feel bad.
I felt that it was worth it. Really.
No worries. :D

Anyhoos.

My LAST DAY OF SCHOOL YESTERDAY.
MUAHAHAHAHHAA
I officially ended school ytd.

So of course, there has to be retarded moments.
Our SS teacher played a video on Captain Planet. -.-

How lame.
Kirk got super super super excited.
(Deprived childhood)
Really.

This is him, talking about his captain planet.
Probably his hero.

That is me.
With my hairdo-of-the-day.
:D

Yep that is it.
OKAY GOODBYE PEOPLE.
I have lotsa people talking to me on msn now. I wonder why.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-08-13T11:31:00.002+08:00

I miss the way my heart skips a beat when i hear your voice
I miss the way my world lit up when you entered the room
I miss the way your hair hung in your eyes
I miss the way you always found the right spot
I miss the way you'd say my name
I miss you and everything you do.
I miss everything about you.
I miss you, and it's all i have to say.
You're miss, & i thought it'll be better this way
But it kills me, & i can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here, & you're enjoying there.
Amid this sick, strange silence, i need you.
To tell you what i feel, to hear you.
& remember what is real.
When i go to sleep at night, & when i close my eyes
Your face is all i see & it makes me want to cry.
I miss you like you won't believe it.
& i wish that i knew why.
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
& i wish that you could see.
I really really miss you, Carl.

2008-08-13T10:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO YUN TING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE ANG PEI YING!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Bleh, i know i said i'll upload it on Tues.
But uh, it's wednesday now. &&&& i couldn't get to use the computer ytd.
Becauseeee, you will know why if you continue reading.

Before i continue with my day.
I must must must say this.
I GOT A FREAKING B4 FOR MY CHINESE! :D:D
Muahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha.

I totally wasn't worried about the results at all.
The night before, yunting & I were chatting & she was like
"Are you scared?"

I'm like "No.."

Whatever.
So yes.
Then, 5 minutes before the results were released, then i started to feel a tiny winy bit worried.
Till i reached the school hall, my heart was pumping so fast that i think i have too much blood in me now.

Msged Mom&Dad 5 mins before the results were released, & their reply was.

Mom: "May God's peace be with you. Trust Him."

Dad: "It's ok. Let me know once you have it."

HAHAHAHAHA.
Daddy's reply was like as if he was expecting me to fail.
LOL.

But it's alright. I expected myself to fail too.

Butttttt. I got a freaking B4! I am so so so satisfied with it.
Whoo.
My chinese teacher was like "I think you should be contented. Don't re-take"

Hahahahahahaha.

Then my whole class was like "Whoa!!! How did YOU get that 4!!"

Then Seeun & Jeline & Yunting kept laughing at me.
Cause my chinese was horrendous yet i could get a 4! -.-

MUAHAHAHAHA. I am happy.

In fact yesterday was a freaking joyous day.
I loved yesterday so much, i wished time stopped.
Okay la, i exaggerated. It was really that joyous. But it definitely was different from my other routine days.

I was so energetic though i only had 2 hours of sleep the night before.
Hahaha, was conferencing with Yunting & Theon.
Theon is one very very funny fella. That thinks he is batman. -.-

Wanted to go to school late on Tues.
Buttttt kirk that loser msged me early in the morning & told me he's coming to school.
Pathetic.

So, as i mentioned earlier on that it was Yunting's birthday.

Well actually not today, but it was yesterday. So like belated hapy birthday!! :D

Stanley (Yt's bf), called Jeline & I & told us a plan to give Yt a surprise on her bday
So, he was meeting her right after school. & we were supposed to get her a cake.
So we went over to Swensens & got her a icecream cake. (It wasn't very fantastic) -.-
Then we went over to Pizza Hut to meet them.

Apparently we had to do it secretly.
I left the cake at the counter & told them to bring it out when we call them.
& we walked into the restaurant like we were dining there too.
Then we pretended that seeing them was a coincidence. Hahaha.
Yt was totally shocked.

Then we sat together & dined.
Talked & laughed. It really was very very fun.

Then we called for the cake. It took them donkey ages to arrive.
Then we sang her a birthday song like real loud. Everyone in the restaurant was clapping & singing along. Hahah (Yt, you should be honoured)

From left to right.
Me, Jeline, Seeun & Stanley.

Jeline & I eating.

Jeline & Seeun eating

Us again, with the birthday cake.

This is the birthday girl, finally. She refused to take pictures okay!
Because her face was naked. Lol. (No make up)

& Yt just can't stop laughing at my "hairstyle for the day"

Yep that's about it.
Was supposed to have dinner at Yt's house too.
Because she wanted to cook for her dad. But her dad was like
"Don't touch my kitchen! I'll buy food back!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yt, even your dad knows its realistic for you NOT to cook.
Lol.

On saturday!

THEY TORTURED ME!!
This was all i'm allowed to eat till the ____ was over :(
&& i took the exact same one.
NON FAT. Peach & mango. :)

It was so funny.
When we met, we were shocked.
Because our dress code for the day was Black & White & it wasn't planned at all.
Anna was in black & white.
Samson was in black & white.
Im in black
Andrew was in all white.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

& this picture is an self-obsessed picture of myself.
I finally managed to take such a picture in donkey ages.
I am definitely not cut out to be a photographer.

But anyway. That's about it.
Once i have the converter for the picture file.
I will upload it, okay georgina? =)
Hehehehehe.

2008-08-11T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hullo all you freaking living earthlings.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH.

I miss a surge of madness in me today. :D

ANYHOOSSSSSSSS

I have lotsa pictures to update on.
But i'm kinda lazy to upload it now.
But i promise i'll upload it tmr.
Apart from that,
I have to use the comp asap.
So this post is gonna be a S.H.OR.T. one. (Just like meee)

Collecting CHEENA RESULTS TOMORROW!
DARN DARN DARN DARN DARN.
God please bless me. Amen.

I have yet to write the letter to the school yet.
Darn it.

AHH SCREW IT.
I have so much to do.
& i'm feeling so lazyyyyy.

I know la. My blog is boring already.
I'll upload pictures tomorrow la.

KESHIA!!
We must meet up soon okayyyyyyy
I miss youuuuuuuuuuu!!

Okay byebye.
=)

I'm missing dance.
I'm missing the times we had.

2008-08-08T09:29:00.002+08:00

Let me start of with a picture of my darling cute-sy baby =)

Isn't she just sooooooo adorable!
Ahhh, can't stand her. Super cute.
Ariel ariel ariel darling!

Super cute isn't she!!

Anyway,
I forgot to post up this one other picture ytd.

I am short. I know. :)

Anyway i am a busy girl today.
& i dont even know why i woke up so early today.
Grrr.

Skipped school today. Cause there's the Connect Singapore thing & the celebration of National Day.
As much as i love Singapore, i decided to sacrifice school, because i have something on tonight.
& this something on is much more important to me than school

Man. I am having trouble deciding what to wear later on.
Gosh

I am bored. There's nothing to do online. Grrr.

Goodbye.

2008-08-07T16:25:00.002+08:00

I have to apologize for the sad posts below.
They are ....
Haha.
Sorry.

Yesterday,
Yt & myself basically wasted more time.
I studied a tiny winy bit.

Then i came home.
Did nothing but sulk the whole day.
Stuff happened. Don't wish to talk about it.

But i've gotta thank Jam & FP for being there with me.
Really. I can never thank you girls enough =)

Yesterday yunting did something that scared the hell outta me.
She received a phone call from our form teacher.
She sounded so serious & after putting down the phone,
her facial expression was serious as well.
Then i asked, "what happened? who called?"

She said, "Miss K, she told me to pass the message to you that you have to go to school tomorrow, the principal wants to see you"

I almost pee-ed in my pants & jumped out of my seat.
Gosh. I was so worried. I was like, "WHAT! Why!!"

She said, "I dont know. She said something about wrong information"

I was like "What? Wrong information? Seriously, don't lie"

Then she burst out in laughter saying "bluff you one la! the principal wants to see all of us tomorrow"

Phew...

Yep.
So i went back to school today.
I definitely enjoyed myself. =)
It's been so long since i went to school.
First two periods of the day were a real bore.
English lecture.
Damn it. Boring boring boring.

Then came the fun part, PE.
=)

This is Kirk,

He looks like crap in uniform.
Just like me.

He tried to push me in this push cart thingy.
Hahaha super scary. I screamed for my life. Gawd.
I didn't trust him.
Then yunting wanted to push me too, i almost died.
Gosh.

I look like crap. Please forgive me.

& then we started doing ballet. Super hilarious. HAHAHAHA.

Seeun & I, that is.

My teacher is behind. He can't be bothered with me, because i dont change into my PE attire, but he's a really funny old fella. Hahahaha. Really.
Jeline the banana in yellow.
Boyfriend in black =)))

Oh yes, boyfriend & Jeline played volleyball today.
Boyfriend is so shuaiiiiiiiiii.
(Cheena enough?)

P/S, I AM NOT BALLERINA. SO THE "STUNTS" ALL SUCK!

The above picture is supposed to be a formation pointing outwards. But whatever.

Pointing inwards =)

Take one.

Take two. Perfect

Okay okay!
The black person is Jang JANG!
Se-eun. The korean girl. HAHAHAHA. Kidding.
Don't play play with her ah! She fierce untillllllllll.....

Hahahaha

Then, had recess.
Boring.

After recess, had the session with the principal.
She's one very very inspiring ladaye =)
I likeeee.
Yep, she gave us leniency. She said we can have early release.
Which means, by Tuesday, we just hafta write a letter saying that we want to study at home & with our parents signature on it as approval & we can have early release.
WHOO!
But of course, there's always the "what if everything fails" part.

So, we're all supposed to give her our target.
& our prelims are coming in 2 weeks. & after our prelims, if we dont do well for it.
We're gonna have to do it their way.
Their way = (i have no idea but its most probably harsher studying)
Harsher studying = Staying back later after schooooool :(:(:(:(

So i better do well for it. Damn it

After that had Chinese.
Getting back my results on Tuesday.
OHHHHHHH MYYYYY WOOORRRLLLDDDD..

Yep after that had Math lecture.
Boring boring boring.

Okay that's it.
GOODYBYE PEOPLE.
I need to rest now so i can study tonight.
HOPEFULLY I WILL =)

2008-08-06T11:04:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry guys, i know i'm supposed to be back at school now.
I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont want anything right now.
I have no idea what i'm doing.
I have no idea what my aim in life is.

2008-08-06T10:54:00.003+08:00

I am feeling damn sick now.
Really damn sick now. I feel like puking myself.
I don't feel like doing anything.
I just wanna breakaway.

I don't feel stressed about exams at all.
Because i don't even know what i want to do with my life.
I don't know my direction.
So what if i know my direction, it's unrealistic.
I know it, & people have been telling it to me.
I've got no goals.
My life is screwed.
Whatever.

I know i'm crazy to say "i miss you".
How can i trust when there was no us?
You are there, i am here.
I have no idea what's up with your life. You have no idea i'm sulking here.
This is insanity. I don't know what i'm doing.
I have no idea why i'm hanging on.
I'm feeling a surge of depression.
Emo sucks. Emo is nuts.
Screw it all.

I didn't go to school today.
I didn't feel like it.
Kirk sent me a very fierce sms.
"F***! Why didn't you come?"

I replied, "Decided not to go in the end"

He replied "I hope you fail your os"

That struck me hard. I'm feeling very very guilty now.
I don't know what i'm doing with my life.
This is stupid.
I have to study. I have to study.

Easy i follow, easy i trust.
I fall so fast. Too fast for anyone to even grab me back.
I walk out of line so fast that its hard for him to pull me back.

2008-08-05T13:45:00.002+08:00

Changed a new blogskin :)
Ripped from my previous blog's blogskin.
:D

Anyway, my weekend was adventurous.
Hahah
Sunday, was supposed to meet Raina for lunch then cell.
But received a phone call from mom instead saying.
"Come quick to info counter."

Then, she hung up. -.-
When i reached. I saw my little brudder's right hand being bandaged.
My first was to laugh..
& then i asked, "did you fracture your arm?"

Then upon seeing me, he cried!!
Hahaha that little rascal.

Well my bro's arm got cut my a very very old metal thingy. Its rusty & dirty & yuck.
So rushed bro to the hospital nearby. (Changi Hospital)

Cancelled all my dates. & just accompanied that little rascal. :)

Then, maybe cause i stayed too long at the hospital & given my laziness to take my daily supplements, i caught the virus from the people in the hospital.

Fell ill & managed to stay home ytd.
All i did ytd was sleep & sleep & sleep.
& Watch tv.

Was supposed to go to school today, but Miss Lim said she's on MC.
So the rest of us, "self declared holiday" :D

I wanna thank my girlies.
Yunting, Jeline & Seeeeeeeun. :)
They were really sweet. They kept sms-ing me asking if i was better.
Thanks y'all :D

OKAY.
Actually i've nothing much to blog about.
I'm off to Yunting's place now. :D
I dont know what i'm gonna do there. But i'm gonna bring some books to study.
OKAY BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

To let go or to hold on?

2008-08-01T20:07:00.003+08:00

Screw Ripway. It's giving me problems.

Damn it.

I'm gonna change my blogskin soon. Kinda bored of it. -.-

ANYWAY.

Please read Dion's blog to know more about my funny yesterday.

That bitch. Urgh. She flicked her "pearl" onto my sleeve. Byttttccchhh.

(We were drinking bubble tea)

I hate Kirk.

He says i bully him. WALAO EH.

Please do some soul searching la friend. Who's bullying who man!!

(Short & fatttt.........)

ANYWAY.

I haven't finished with my ytd. Its just that i received a friendster comment from kirkzzzz. -.-

AHHH yes, as i was saying.

Last night, i was watching my channel 8, 9pm show. (Beach ball babes)

Then i called yunting in a fit of anger because of some stupid chain msg.

Everybody knows i can't multi-task.

So when the show started, she asked me this qns.. "Which do you usually use? Ebuddy or Msn?"

So i replied her my answer, thinking that there were no strings attached to her qns.

So..

I hung up with her & continued watching my show..

Just when i was about to get into my sleep mode.

This bitch called me laughing her ass off. Saying.. "I have something to tell you. But you must promise not to get angry with me."

I was like "what in the world did you do?"

She said, "HAHAHA. Call you later"

That is a stupid answer. C'mon la. She's smart. Cos she was using her hp to call me.

So i immediately said "No, i'm calling you now.."

So then i called her, & she couldn't stop laughing.

&&&&&

HO YUNTING HACKED INTO MY MSN ACCOUNT! & .................

Smart righttttt.

That bitch. Walao eh. I wonder how she seriously found out my password.

Damn it man, im changing all my passwords alr.

Uh, this is a inside story.. So i can't make it public.

(Don't worry Carl, you're position is still secured)

Ahh

I had a long day today.

Did f&n in the morning.

Head down to Bishan to meet Anna. Vanessa & Carmen were there too.

Then head home.

Not long after, mom made me go on an adventure with her.

I'm online now, & the first person that talked to me was Andrew.

"COME SCHOOL LA"

Walao ehh. He made it sound like i MIA-ed for damn long. Its just two days!!

Hahahaha

I didn't attend lessons for two days. Because i was rushing my f&n.

Okay its a lie. I didn't go to school because.. Thurs, i had to skip PE.

Today, really really exhausted.

(Especially after being unable to get sleep last night due to the major shock news i received)

She feels demoralized.

She feels her world is tumbling down.

She knows she's small.

She knows she wont make it.

But she's hanging on to that little faith in you.

She's hoping you won't fail her.

She's hoping this is what you want for her

She's worried about her future.

She's struggling to know your will.

She needs it know it now.

She needs to come back to the Father.

She knows you're all she needs.

She so silently is breaking under a starless sky

An empty reality has found itself once again

Only to fade to black and be stored away in a box of dusty photographs

We came here seeking meaning.

You left untouched and I remained

With charcoal eyes and a lost beginning

She so silently is torn, under a tree of angel hair

Hearts are beating but the pulse is weak

Screaming of things impossible to mend.

She's learnt to dream big, but is this too big?

2008-07-31T16:48:00.002+08:00

I am in school now waiting for my BITCHY friend, HO YUN TING to ask some questions from our teacher.

WALAO EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
This is the 3rd time i switch on the computer cos i got cheated.
I thought it was her turn & therefore, i was happy to leave.
BUTTTT
The teacher said "yunting, not your turn yet"
So i had to switch on the comp again.

Anywayyyyyy
This woman just grabbed my neck & tried to strangle me..
What a best friend.. Gosh.

Anyway she's like the last person on the list la. It's a damn sad thing.

She just told me: "its not a sad thing, i'm not alone"

OF COURSE ITS NOT A SAD THING FOR YOU LA! I'M WAITING WITH YOU OKAY!!

She said :"HAHAHAHAHAH You're like talking to me through the screen"

OKAY WHATEVER..

Do you know the pain of WAITING FOR NOTHING..

Waiting for nothing = Ruben's band, not bad not bad. I'm a fan :)

ANYWAY I'M REALLY WAITING FOR NOTHING. I wont benefit anything from waiting.

Yt: "I'm not nothing, i'm somebody"

Aiyah but cannot blame her also la. I'm supposed to wait for her cos she's supposed to accompany me to buy something later on.
Hopefully it'll benefit my facial fatssssssssss.

Yunting: "I'll dump you at woodlands, go buy it yourself"

HOW MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

She's laughing now telling herself she's not mean. SHE'S IN SELF-DENIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY SAVE HER!!!

I have 2 weird friends.
One with self-denial. Another one with PARKINSON'S DISEASE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

WAIT!
ANOTHER WEIRD FRIEND IS A KOREAN FRIEND.
JANG SE EUN.

1361. :)
Inside joke. I shall not ruin her reputation.

Okay nothing better to say already.
Goooddddbyeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Stupid la. The first person to read this post is... HO YUN TING.

Cos she's sitting directly beside me. Stupid.

ESAINT SAYS I HAVE DOUBLE CHIN.... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(

We're laughing at someone now with voodoo skills HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh just now we had a fun time looking at this person in her friendster account trying to be a FHM MODEL. WALAOOOOOOOOOO EHHHHHH

Ohoh & she just reminded me of some cute guy. Niceee.
Yunting, you are my best friend

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLLYYYYYY
The teacher just said "yunting, come"

WHOOOHOOOOO.

Okay wait..
Let me say something first.
Yunting, you are my best friend, yknow yknow.. ttttttt something something la. :)
Buttttttttttttt i must make it clear that, Carl is still my one and only love.. :)

Carlcarlcarlcarlcarlcarl.
Okay byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-07-26T11:06:00.003+08:00

Life has been & is boring for me nowadays.
Darn it.

I watched tv till 130am last night.
& i fell asleep. Lol.
Had nothing to do.

Yt introduced me to a new chinese drama serial.
Saw it on tv last night. So i watched it.
&&&& it happened to be the last episode.
Stupid.. Before knowing the show, i went to watch the last episode.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

B.O.R.I.N.G.

I shall go listen to the songs Jake sent me.
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Hahahahaha Parkinson's disease. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

It's too bad for you cause she's not afraid to dream.

2008-07-25T18:29:00.003+08:00

As promised, i said i will blog tonight
Butttt i lied, because it's not even night yet.
I got bored, had nothing to do.

Yunting's out celebrating Stanley's birthday.
Seeun is enjoying her ATM card. Stuuuupid birdddd..
Jeline is somewhere thinking about me. <3 Kidding. :D

Then, there's Sissy.
Went to do community service.
Which reminds me that actually i was supposed to do it today..
Buttttt i didn't go to school sooooooo
Anyways i wouldn't be able to do it today cos of extra lessons.

Supposed to have lessons but it got postponed till monday
Thank God for giving me extra 2 more days to finish up my shitload of work.

WELLLL.
I didn't go to school today bcause...
I was studying & slept super late last night
So parents told me to rest today. Hehe.
But, i didn't go school yesterday either.
It was because, there was... PHYSICAL EDUCATION aka PE.
Walao ehhhh. Waste my time. Might as well study.
For one whole hour, the class girls would just gather at one corner & start gossiping.
AH HA! Dont lie ah! At least i admit i gossip ahhhh..

(Of course, there's that particular girl that is somewhat half a man becos she's hanging out with the boys like 24-7 of the time.. So she's not included in the gossiping hour.)

ANYHOOS.
I wont elaborate much about my life.
It's boring. Dull. Not interesting. Can go bang wall kinda thing.

My life has been revolving around school, study, tv, sleep, eat, family, friends.

I'M GOING TO YOUTH THIS SUNDAY AGAIN. HURRRAYYYYYY.
I'm happy i get to go. But still thinking in progress if i should go for cell grp. Hmm..

Anyway, ask me about my prelims & i'll give you a tight slap.
I'm saying here once.
I DID VERY BADLY FOR MY PRELIMS.

Yeah at first i was super sad abt it but... i've learnt that i'm not smart.
Nah kidding. I'm not emo. Aiyah i've to admit that i didn't put in my 110% effort.
So yup.

My physics grades have got some "fate" with kirk's grades.

Well as you can see both of us didn't do well either.
But kirk's the lousier one. *Slaps* Okay fine, i'm the lousier one.
My science grades were the lousiest. Haha i wanna slap myself in the face.

Last sunday, went for

MAGICBOX.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Mom & Dad gave up their good seats to Sis & I cause they had to attend to some urgent matters last minute. So Sissy & I enjoyed ourselves very very much
But real sorry guys, no pictures were allowed to be taken. They are so strict.

But all i can say is, i'm super super super proud of my pastor. :D
He's the best. :D :D
Ha, i can never express how much i love the church.
Anyhoos, i have a thing or two for magic now. MUAHAHAHAHA.

One day you'll see me disappear into thin air............

Right so like before the show, Sis, myself, Aunt, Grandparents, Mom & Bro went to this really cool cafe.
& they sold ice cream.........
So...

niceeeeeeeee

I love the ice cream bowl or cup. Whatever you call it.

Yup so that's about it.

I dread o levels. @#$%@#$%@#$%@#$%

2008-07-25T11:27:00.003+08:00

Sorry peeps! I know it's been long since i last blogged
But i haven't been free. & i will only blog more like probably tonight or something.
For now, i just wanna say 2 things that are extremely funny.

Or rather the major thing is funnier. But whatever.

So like, i was tagging yunting's blog. She was telling me about some actor in a certain drama serial.

Cheryl: Screw you la. That freaking fella is not Bosco Wong la! Bosco Wong is so much more handsome!

yunting: i freak you back. i said he act with Bosco. In the same drama. But he dint die la. That alfred died.

Okay you might find it not interesting at all. But i can't help but laugh at the "i freak you back" Hahahahahaa.

Anyway, major joke of the day..

This animation is taken from kirk's friendster profile, feel free to check out this dude. He's a weirdo.

So like, this is my comment to him.
Hey Jake. Retarded "animation" of you up there.

Reason why i call him jake, is another story.

This is Ruben Chong's comment..

Parkinson's disease belongs to a group of conditions called movement disorders. It is characterized by muscle rigidity, tremor, a slowing of physical movement (bradykinesia) and, in extreme cases, a loss of physical movement (akinesia). The primary symptoms are the results of decreased stimulation of the motor cortex by the basal ganglia, normally caused by the insufficient formation and action of dopamine, which is produced in the dopaminergic neurons of the brain. Secondary symptoms may include high level cognitive dysfunction and subtle language problems

dude you're suffering from it

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Kirk suffers from parkinson's disease. HAHAHAHAHA.
No offence to those who really has it though. Uh yeah..

Okay byebye.

2008-07-14T16:32:00.002+08:00

I have been listening to a lot of songs lately,

just realized how beautiful the lyrics are..

'N SYNC - God must have spent a little more time on you.

Can this be true? Tell me, can this be real?

How can i put into words what i feel?

My life was complete, i thought i was whole.

Why do i feel like i'm losing control?

I never thought that love could feel like this.

& you've changed my world with just one kiss.

How can it be that right here with me, there's an angel?

It's a miracle..

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep

Your soul is like a secret, that i never could keep

When i look into your eyes, i know that its true.

God must have spent, a little more time on you.

In all of creation, all things great and small

You are the one that surpasses them all

More than precious than, any diamond or pearl

They broke the mold, when you came in this world.

& i'm trying hard to figure out

Just how i ever did without, the warmth of your smile.

The heart of a child, that's deep inside, leaves me purified.

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Jordin Sparks, feat, Chris Brown - No Air.

Tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air.

If i should die, before i wake.

Its cause you took my breath away

Losing you like living in a world with no air.

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that i can make you understand.

But how do you expect me, to live alone with just me

Cause my world revolves around you, it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how i'm supposed to live with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air.

It's just how i feel whenever you ain't there.

It's no air, no air.

I walked, i ran, i jumped, i flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real.

But somehow i'm still alive inside,

You took my breath, but i survived

I don't know how, but i don't even care

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Yeah lah i know lah, i'm lame la.

But what bullshit. The lyrics are meaningful, or rather, i like. :D

Okay, school starts tomorrow as per normal again ;(

Goodbye.

*No pictures today, i am lazy!!!