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Friday, December 12, 2008
I'm not letting go.
Before i even go on to discuss about my boring week, i have to say this is going to be a very boring post. Because it's going to be wordy.
Well, i was stuck home the whole week, due to the stupid injury.
Managed to have got my ass out of the house last night for a movie.
Caught..,
Many said the movied sucked, but i thought it was really nice
I mean c'mon man, how many times do the endings always end up with a survivor?
I feel that this time round, they twisted the story with everyone dying, which is a new approach & i think it's really cool. I liked it. 2 thumbs up.
Though i must admit that the beginning part was darn hell boring, like as if i was watching a documentary on Firefighters -.-
THIS MORNING.
Woke up at like 9am (DAMN EARLY since i've been waking up around lunchtime nowadays) to go to the MARKET.
Yes, i went to the market. Bought lotsa groceries. Cause today was Cooking Day. I wanted to cook lotsa things.
Then, Keshia called :)
She came over! We caught up & stuff. & she helped me with the making of my dumplings! She got to try the ugliest dumplings ever but the taste is definitely the best :D
Hahahaha, the dumplings were so big, eating 2 of it makes you damn full. It looked like a brain, intestines, i dont know, Animals ____ according to her, i didn't know what she was talking about & i don't intend to know too. Must be horrible!
Im really glad i got to caught up with you Keshia! I know you're reading this! Hahahaha, & dont forget Tuesday! You've made me so excited. Just hopefully, i'll be able to do it with strength due to the stupid injury! :)
Hahaha, i've missed her alot. Like we were looking back on our childhood & we couldn't even figure out how we became friends. Hahah, so freaking young la. I remember she would always stay over at my place! & her St. Margarets' uniform would be in my wardrobe & i would feel damn honoured cos my primary school & St. Margarets' is two different worlds apart.
:)
Yup so i was rather happy the whole day. Till night time. (I'll get back to that later)
Made more dumplings. Made dessert too. White ginko nut with beancurd skin. Omg, i'm in love with cooking.
Spencer came over in the night for dinner. Hahaha, he's in love with my dumplings! :)
He keeps asking me to go to Shatec. But like, NO.....!!!!!!
Cooking is a leisure for me.
So anyway, i found out some stuff that i wished i didn't find out now. I'm having 2nd thoughts on whether i should go or should not. The first encounter with you wasn't very pleasant, & i definitely am not looking forward to the 2nd meeting with you. I do not like your comments, like really do not like it. No one else has ever said that to me, or rather even if they did, they were my friends & i know they were genuinely kidding & besides, i don't really remember jokes & whatever they said because i don't take it to heart. But whatever you said, i took it very seriously. Because first of all, you were nobody to say such comments to me. You were not even a friend, you're just ___ boyf. You had no freaking respect for me, no respect for my parents & no respect for God. I know i should let go and forget about this issue, but no, i can't. This is a past i've been trying to forget, trying to let go, & just when i'm getting back on track, picking myself up again, you come tearing me apart. The things you said really tore me inside out. I tried not to let it show because I still had to give you respect no matter what because you were an elder. & i definitely had a reputation as a ____'s daughter to keep and protect. & speaking of which, knowing that i am ____'s daughter, all the more you shouldn't have said such things because the walls have ears. Fyi, the people sitting at the next table, were my Parent's people. I do not know and cannot confirm if they heard anything, but what if they did! What would they think of me? What would they think of my parents? Have you ever spared a thought for me? You're a grown man, but yet you're so insensitive. Talk maturity, you should have known not to say such things to some one who is returning to a place full of hurts once again. I am very very tempted to inform my parents. In fact, i really want to speak to my dad about it. But i wouldn't know how he would react, i don't know what to expect. I don't wanna blow things, but i know i have to put it across. But i'm not someone that would be able to tell you in the face if you have hurt me. & now, knowing that you are going to be there tomorrow, makes me wonder if i should even turn up. Furthermore, i'm bring male friends, what would you say then? I'm really looking forward to what you are going to say. The worst thing is, m&d are not around, so i cant talk to them. & tomorrow, if anything happens, i know they wont be able to listen to me because they'd be too tired. But yknow what, i really hope that you do say something tomorrow to tear me. I really hope you do, so i can use this opportunity to let my parents know & then my dad will put it across to you. & i can't believe i'm actually close to tears. Ive been holding back & i will continue to hold back but in front of my parents, i always fail to pretend. So, all the best. I hope you do open your mouth tomorrow. And watch out if you do, because my hand may fly across your face.
Well, i was stuck home the whole week, due to the stupid injury.
Managed to have got my ass out of the house last night for a movie.
Caught..,
Many said the movied sucked, but i thought it was really nice
I mean c'mon man, how many times do the endings always end up with a survivor?
I feel that this time round, they twisted the story with everyone dying, which is a new approach & i think it's really cool. I liked it. 2 thumbs up.
Though i must admit that the beginning part was darn hell boring, like as if i was watching a documentary on Firefighters -.-
THIS MORNING.
Woke up at like 9am (DAMN EARLY since i've been waking up around lunchtime nowadays) to go to the MARKET.
Yes, i went to the market. Bought lotsa groceries. Cause today was Cooking Day. I wanted to cook lotsa things.
Then, Keshia called :)
She came over! We caught up & stuff. & she helped me with the making of my dumplings! She got to try the ugliest dumplings ever but the taste is definitely the best :D
Hahahaha, the dumplings were so big, eating 2 of it makes you damn full. It looked like a brain, intestines, i dont know, Animals ____ according to her, i didn't know what she was talking about & i don't intend to know too. Must be horrible!
Im really glad i got to caught up with you Keshia! I know you're reading this! Hahahaha, & dont forget Tuesday! You've made me so excited. Just hopefully, i'll be able to do it with strength due to the stupid injury! :)
Hahaha, i've missed her alot. Like we were looking back on our childhood & we couldn't even figure out how we became friends. Hahah, so freaking young la. I remember she would always stay over at my place! & her St. Margarets' uniform would be in my wardrobe & i would feel damn honoured cos my primary school & St. Margarets' is two different worlds apart.
:)
Yup so i was rather happy the whole day. Till night time. (I'll get back to that later)
Made more dumplings. Made dessert too. White ginko nut with beancurd skin. Omg, i'm in love with cooking.
Spencer came over in the night for dinner. Hahaha, he's in love with my dumplings! :)
He keeps asking me to go to Shatec. But like, NO.....!!!!!!
Cooking is a leisure for me.
So anyway, i found out some stuff that i wished i didn't find out now. I'm having 2nd thoughts on whether i should go or should not. The first encounter with you wasn't very pleasant, & i definitely am not looking forward to the 2nd meeting with you. I do not like your comments, like really do not like it. No one else has ever said that to me, or rather even if they did, they were my friends & i know they were genuinely kidding & besides, i don't really remember jokes & whatever they said because i don't take it to heart. But whatever you said, i took it very seriously. Because first of all, you were nobody to say such comments to me. You were not even a friend, you're just ___ boyf. You had no freaking respect for me, no respect for my parents & no respect for God. I know i should let go and forget about this issue, but no, i can't. This is a past i've been trying to forget, trying to let go, & just when i'm getting back on track, picking myself up again, you come tearing me apart. The things you said really tore me inside out. I tried not to let it show because I still had to give you respect no matter what because you were an elder. & i definitely had a reputation as a ____'s daughter to keep and protect. & speaking of which, knowing that i am ____'s daughter, all the more you shouldn't have said such things because the walls have ears. Fyi, the people sitting at the next table, were my Parent's people. I do not know and cannot confirm if they heard anything, but what if they did! What would they think of me? What would they think of my parents? Have you ever spared a thought for me? You're a grown man, but yet you're so insensitive. Talk maturity, you should have known not to say such things to some one who is returning to a place full of hurts once again. I am very very tempted to inform my parents. In fact, i really want to speak to my dad about it. But i wouldn't know how he would react, i don't know what to expect. I don't wanna blow things, but i know i have to put it across. But i'm not someone that would be able to tell you in the face if you have hurt me. & now, knowing that you are going to be there tomorrow, makes me wonder if i should even turn up. Furthermore, i'm bring male friends, what would you say then? I'm really looking forward to what you are going to say. The worst thing is, m&d are not around, so i cant talk to them. & tomorrow, if anything happens, i know they wont be able to listen to me because they'd be too tired. But yknow what, i really hope that you do say something tomorrow to tear me. I really hope you do, so i can use this opportunity to let my parents know & then my dad will put it across to you. & i can't believe i'm actually close to tears. Ive been holding back & i will continue to hold back but in front of my parents, i always fail to pretend. So, all the best. I hope you do open your mouth tomorrow. And watch out if you do, because my hand may fly across your face.
Monday, December 8, 2008
NO DANCE FOR A WEEK!!!
:(
I'm not allowed to dance for one week.
(Interruption: I've been playing All I Want Is You for 10 times now, it's on Repeat)
Yesterday
Went for Adult Service, played with Ariel. :)
Then accompanied Cordelia for Book Fair together with Brother.
But Bro & I got like super super bored, we went to have Subway instead. Haha!
Then we went for Youth Service.. As per normal.
Stephanie came along! :D
Things changed, we're all different now. The past is the past. I pray that we will all move on to a better future and continue to love our neighbors. Thank You Jesus for the change in us all!
Then stayed around in Expo for a while. Waited for Chingay rehearsal to start.
Chingay rehearsal was great at the beginning.
& towards the ending part, came the worst anyone could ever think of.
I FREAKING MET WITH AN ACCIDENT!
Now, how do i describe the horrible event...?
First of all, I need to say THANK GOD ____ WASN'T AROUND!
It was very very embarrassing. I need to wear a mask for the next few rehearsals.
Well, we were all running to our formations. Someone was running my opposite direction & SHAZAAM!
I flew!
I couldn't walk after that. I had to force myself to walk out of the platform. It was so painful, i almost fainted.
After which, I went to the medical corner, Ian was there too. & that guy wasn't of much help man!
He kept disturbing me! & I kept ignoring him, because i was in great pain! Hahahahahahahaha.
After a while, a wheel chair arrived. A FREAKING WHEEL CHAIR!
Can you sense my embarrassment now?
(Interruption: Speaking of the devil.. Ian just came online -.-)
Ok, back to the accident.
After which, I was sent to the HOSPITAL
They wanted to call an ambulance,
But thankfully, they didnt! Hehehehehe.
So i was sent to the A&E.
Had an Xray & all the basic procedures. PAIN LIKE CRAP MAN!
Accident happened at around945pm.
Reached hospital at 10pm plus..
Reached home near 1am. -.-
The whole thing took 3 hours of my life.
Gosh.
I feel so prone to accidents. Hahahaha.
Every year, i have an injury -.-
Let me break it down for you..
2005: I broke my right wrist
2006: I broke my left arm
2007: I flew off my bike & loss a lot of blood
2008: This current accident that you are reading about now.
The best part is, Parents are in Israel now!
Mom called from Israel (The first call since Day 1, btw)
Hahahahahahahahaha. We've been keeping in touch through emails.
But i really have to thank a lot of people for caring for me! :D
Really touched me.
Thank you Sissy & Bro for carrying my stuff & patiently waiting at the hospital. Especially Bro for entertaining me with your nonsensical rubbish.
Thank you Pastor Beechoo, Jocelyn, Winnie & Uncle William for sending me to the hospital & waiting till everything was done!
Thank you Pastor Tai Tong for praying!
And a big big big Thank You to my team! Jingjing, Felyn, Jane, Christopher, Jacqueline and Akila for your care & concern & regards! :D
OKAY THE AFTER EFFECT?
I'M IMMOBILE, BED RIDDEN & IN PAIN!
Oh & if you people are wondering, how in the world am i still able to blog?
LAPTOP LA!!
I'm not allowed to dance for one week.
(Interruption: I've been playing All I Want Is You for 10 times now, it's on Repeat)
Yesterday
Went for Adult Service, played with Ariel. :)
Then accompanied Cordelia for Book Fair together with Brother.
But Bro & I got like super super bored, we went to have Subway instead. Haha!
Then we went for Youth Service.. As per normal.
Stephanie came along! :D
Things changed, we're all different now. The past is the past. I pray that we will all move on to a better future and continue to love our neighbors. Thank You Jesus for the change in us all!
Then stayed around in Expo for a while. Waited for Chingay rehearsal to start.
Chingay rehearsal was great at the beginning.
& towards the ending part, came the worst anyone could ever think of.
I FREAKING MET WITH AN ACCIDENT!
Now, how do i describe the horrible event...?
First of all, I need to say THANK GOD ____ WASN'T AROUND!
It was very very embarrassing. I need to wear a mask for the next few rehearsals.
Well, we were all running to our formations. Someone was running my opposite direction & SHAZAAM!
I flew!
I couldn't walk after that. I had to force myself to walk out of the platform. It was so painful, i almost fainted.
After which, I went to the medical corner, Ian was there too. & that guy wasn't of much help man!
He kept disturbing me! & I kept ignoring him, because i was in great pain! Hahahahahahahaha.
After a while, a wheel chair arrived. A FREAKING WHEEL CHAIR!
Can you sense my embarrassment now?
(Interruption: Speaking of the devil.. Ian just came online -.-)
Ok, back to the accident.
After which, I was sent to the HOSPITAL
They wanted to call an ambulance,
But thankfully, they didnt! Hehehehehe.
So i was sent to the A&E.
Had an Xray & all the basic procedures. PAIN LIKE CRAP MAN!
Accident happened at around945pm.
Reached hospital at 10pm plus..
Reached home near 1am. -.-
The whole thing took 3 hours of my life.
Gosh.
I feel so prone to accidents. Hahahaha.
Every year, i have an injury -.-
Let me break it down for you..
2005: I broke my right wrist
2006: I broke my left arm
2007: I flew off my bike & loss a lot of blood
2008: This current accident that you are reading about now.
The best part is, Parents are in Israel now!
Mom called from Israel (The first call since Day 1, btw)
Hahahahahahahahaha. We've been keeping in touch through emails.
But i really have to thank a lot of people for caring for me! :D
Really touched me.
Thank you Sissy & Bro for carrying my stuff & patiently waiting at the hospital. Especially Bro for entertaining me with your nonsensical rubbish.
Thank you Pastor Beechoo, Jocelyn, Winnie & Uncle William for sending me to the hospital & waiting till everything was done!
Thank you Pastor Tai Tong for praying!
And a big big big Thank You to my team! Jingjing, Felyn, Jane, Christopher, Jacqueline and Akila for your care & concern & regards! :D
OKAY THE AFTER EFFECT?
I'M IMMOBILE, BED RIDDEN & IN PAIN!
Oh & if you people are wondering, how in the world am i still able to blog?
LAPTOP LA!!
All I Want Is You
I've waited all my life to be here face to face,
I never knew that i could feel this kind of grace.
The way You showed me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could be never be erased, it lives inside of me.
Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see your face,
And nothing else would ever feel this way,
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I've done and I can't change,
It's only by the Power of Your name.
I stand in here in this place,
See the glory on Your face,
I'm taken by the wonder of Your name
I'm desperate for Your touch
I never needed it so much
Cos all i want is You.
When all the things around me, fall into the ground,
I'm always thankful for the love in You I've found.
Planetshakers - All I Want Is You
------------------------------------------------------
Found this song on Spencer's blog. :)
This piece of lyrics really relate to how i'm feeling right now.
I realize how easy it is to fall. & everytime i do, i always need Him to pull me back up.
I need to again, surrender all that I have, to Him and trust that He is in control.
I can never do it alone.
Sometimes i don't understand myself either. I don't understand why i get so disappointed when I should be trusting that things will turn out great at the right time.
I never knew that i could feel this kind of grace.
The way You showed me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could be never be erased, it lives inside of me.
Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see your face,
And nothing else would ever feel this way,
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I've done and I can't change,
It's only by the Power of Your name.
I stand in here in this place,
See the glory on Your face,
I'm taken by the wonder of Your name
I'm desperate for Your touch
I never needed it so much
Cos all i want is You.
When all the things around me, fall into the ground,
I'm always thankful for the love in You I've found.
Planetshakers - All I Want Is You
------------------------------------------------------
Found this song on Spencer's blog. :)
This piece of lyrics really relate to how i'm feeling right now.
I realize how easy it is to fall. & everytime i do, i always need Him to pull me back up.
I need to again, surrender all that I have, to Him and trust that He is in control.
I can never do it alone.
Sometimes i don't understand myself either. I don't understand why i get so disappointed when I should be trusting that things will turn out great at the right time.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
The horror!!
I feel so totally guilty right now.
It has been a boring day. I was watching videos, & Sissy & bro kept wanting to go out. So we decided to get our ass down to Causeway Point to get some DVDs to rent & watch.
But apparently, when we reached, we decided not & we went to get food instead. So we bought lotsa food.
& before M&D left for Israel, they gave us a sum of money. For allowance. & NOW, I AM BROKE. Like really broke. Absolutely not a single cent left in my wallet :(
I spent my allowance on alot of cosmetics. Went to The Body Shop & bought a lot of things. Well, i needed to replenish my cosmetic bag anyway! But now, i just hope they won't flare up when they get back. I'm not intending to use my allowance to pay for it though.
M&D did give us another sum of money for i dont know why. But yeah. Ok, i just needed to let it out. I called my aunt & told her how much i spent. But thankfully, she thought it was reasonable. WHOO!
Hopefully when my parents come back, they would think the same way too!
I am now, a huge fan of Body Shop. Every cosmetic or facial product that i use now, is of Body Shop. All hail The Body Shop! :D
Should i sent an email to my dad to let him know how much money i've spent so far? Oh darn it. & just a few days before he left for Israel, he was just talking about getting me a debit card.
Crap, there goes my debit card.
Ok, think positive.
Thank You God for giving me this opportunity of buying a new set of Cosmetics!
Looks like, i'm stuck at home for the whole of next week. :(
Look at what a nearby shopping centre does to one!
Meeting Ben & Kirk on wednesday for a movie. That's it. That's the last of everything! No more no more no more!
Actually no matter how guilty i feel, i still feel very very contented & happy that I have a new set of cosmetics! Now all i need is an extra $50 to get brushes! :D
Hurry gateway! Quick hire me! :D
Happiness; Joy
It has been a boring day. I was watching videos, & Sissy & bro kept wanting to go out. So we decided to get our ass down to Causeway Point to get some DVDs to rent & watch.
But apparently, when we reached, we decided not & we went to get food instead. So we bought lotsa food.
& before M&D left for Israel, they gave us a sum of money. For allowance. & NOW, I AM BROKE. Like really broke. Absolutely not a single cent left in my wallet :(
I spent my allowance on alot of cosmetics. Went to The Body Shop & bought a lot of things. Well, i needed to replenish my cosmetic bag anyway! But now, i just hope they won't flare up when they get back. I'm not intending to use my allowance to pay for it though.
M&D did give us another sum of money for i dont know why. But yeah. Ok, i just needed to let it out. I called my aunt & told her how much i spent. But thankfully, she thought it was reasonable. WHOO!
Hopefully when my parents come back, they would think the same way too!
I am now, a huge fan of Body Shop. Every cosmetic or facial product that i use now, is of Body Shop. All hail The Body Shop! :D
Should i sent an email to my dad to let him know how much money i've spent so far? Oh darn it. & just a few days before he left for Israel, he was just talking about getting me a debit card.
Crap, there goes my debit card.
Ok, think positive.
Thank You God for giving me this opportunity of buying a new set of Cosmetics!
Looks like, i'm stuck at home for the whole of next week. :(
Look at what a nearby shopping centre does to one!
Meeting Ben & Kirk on wednesday for a movie. That's it. That's the last of everything! No more no more no more!
Actually no matter how guilty i feel, i still feel very very contented & happy that I have a new set of cosmetics! Now all i need is an extra $50 to get brushes! :D
Hurry gateway! Quick hire me! :D
Happiness; Joy
The Art Of Patience
So i've been asking God to grant me the fruit of the Spirit for quite a long while now.
Love. Joy. Peace. Patience. Kindness. Goodness. Faithfulness. Gentleness. Self-control.
These are the fruit of the spirit.
& God has been slowly transforming me into the perfect person He wants me to be.
For the past few months, i've been learning Patience.
Patience = Waiting
He has been teaching me to wait for his appointed time, appointed moment and appointed situation.
To some, patience may be a very painful thing. Waiting aimlessly, not knowing what will happen next becomes a torture. It was to me, at first. But i've learnt to be dependent on God. To be absolutely reliant on Him. & it has been well.
God is really miraculous. He does things in wondrous ways no one can ever comprehend.
I've been waiting for a long time now, for almost a year, & finally, my effort paid off. I am believing for more.
In many areas of my life, God has taught me how to reliant on Him, how to be patient.
& i hold on to the promise that He has given to me:
Lamentations 3:25
"The Lord is wonderfully good to those who wait for Him and seek Him."
As i reflect on 2008, I can't help but see wondrous things that God has done for me throughout the whole year. Once again, I see Him transforming me to be a warrior for His battles. I feel myself growing and learning each day I walk with Him & I'm enjoying every single minute of it.
Oh how great it is to have the fruit of the Spirit!
Heaven's Fruits...
Love. Joy. Peace. Patience. Kindness. Goodness. Faithfulness. Gentleness. Self-control.
These are the fruit of the spirit.
& God has been slowly transforming me into the perfect person He wants me to be.
For the past few months, i've been learning Patience.
Patience = Waiting
He has been teaching me to wait for his appointed time, appointed moment and appointed situation.
To some, patience may be a very painful thing. Waiting aimlessly, not knowing what will happen next becomes a torture. It was to me, at first. But i've learnt to be dependent on God. To be absolutely reliant on Him. & it has been well.
God is really miraculous. He does things in wondrous ways no one can ever comprehend.
I've been waiting for a long time now, for almost a year, & finally, my effort paid off. I am believing for more.
In many areas of my life, God has taught me how to reliant on Him, how to be patient.
& i hold on to the promise that He has given to me:
Lamentations 3:25
"The Lord is wonderfully good to those who wait for Him and seek Him."
As i reflect on 2008, I can't help but see wondrous things that God has done for me throughout the whole year. Once again, I see Him transforming me to be a warrior for His battles. I feel myself growing and learning each day I walk with Him & I'm enjoying every single minute of it.
Oh how great it is to have the fruit of the Spirit!
Heaven's Fruits...
Friday, December 5, 2008
Annoyant
I guess Kirk was rather bored yesterday & therefore decided to make a recording of his voice saying ____
Hahaha, he dared me to post the clip up here, but hell no. He told me to put it as the ringtone of my phone, well i may. But, i'll think twice, because it's his voice i'll be hearing every day. What a nightmare.
He told me to put it up in friendster, I felt like killing him!!!
Hahahahahahahaha. Ok that's about it.
Have been emailing parents the whole day. Seems like they're really enjoying themselves in Israel. :)
Tomorrow, Sissy, Bro, Phy phy llis & I are going cycling. Nice! Muahaha. Exercise, just totally what i need.
Childhood Fun
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